WalKiNg j0urNey !!!

Break Up and Married...

2009-06-07T00:20:00.003+08:00

This few days, i heard some news of break up and married. It all started on thur...

A call came and heard that one of my poly friend has break up suggested by his gf due to some reasons. I think they have being together for nearly 5 years. This type of news did not stop, fri i met up with my primary school friends and she has broken with his 7 years bf. I think this is much worst. But bad news has stop here.

Today Sat, just attended my friend wedding, It is a romantic plus happy moment. Happy for him. During the dinner, heard some of my friend who has gf has plan for their marriage in about 2 or 3 years. That is what i am thinking also. If i have a gf, after 2 years or less i will start my marriage. It will be like around 29 years old. I do not want to have a late marriage because it will means i push back my child and the age gap will be very big.

So how about you...? Time to worried about your future..

2 busy day...

2009-05-24T23:10:00.004+08:00

My weekend was busy.. I accompany my friends to shop and to eat.

Sat morning, i was working at bugis after that proceed to Tampines 1 to meet my friend to shop. He is late. So i just walk around the shopping centre and i has completed all the floor within 1 hour plus. Some finding i had found in Tampines 1. There are some shops which are hardly found, uniqlo is one of them, a japanese shop which sell all the tibits and a korean shop which sell all the korean stuff. And i also saw a food store which sell taiwan food called Xiao Ba Wang. It looks like those Taiwan Xiao Zi. If i going there again, i will try it.

After shopping at tampines 1, we proceed to bugis to get some shirts from domanchi store. My friend got some shirt and a pants. The clothing there is not my style, i still prefer the one at muji. Soon i will go and get a shirt from there if it suits my size. After which, we proceed to orchard for a movie in the evening then to a late dinner.. We watch the Angels and the Demons, the story line is interesting like the da vinci code. I like the story. So this end my sat.

On sun, i am suppose to meet my sec friend for dim sum but we switch it to lunch because we do not know where to go for dim sum. After which, i thought can rest at home after the lunch. Resting for a few hours, my friend msn me to ask me out for steamboat. So i proceed out again.

After the 2 days, i can really have no worries and play fully. But i think this will not end till the start of my semester....

Sorry...

2009-05-22T21:27:00.003+08:00

It has being near to 1 month + since i have blog in april, i hope still got someone still visit my blog... The time seem so long for me, but it is over 1 month + only... So how are you all doing.. Hope everything is good over at your side. As for me, i am quite good, still busy with my work plus my studies. Exam just over and i am back to work again and will be free to meet up.

Studies has being slack for this sem. Just don't know why. I think is quite normal when u have study for a long time. Why i said so, it is because i am still can go club even though my exam is 2 days away... =p Hope when my results out,i will not that disappointed. A pass is all i need.

Work has being good, but business has being slow. Thinking of changing of job over and over again, but it is bound by my studies... Not the boss not good or job is not that good.. Just want to find a better job with a better pay...

Exam is over and time to do some stuff which i am unable to do when i am studying.

1. Kbox with my friends.

2. Beach volleyball at sentosa plus tanning.

3. Ways of setting up a table in my room.

4. Change my bed to a soft bed.

5. A short holiday trip.

The thing seems little. Hope i can do it in no time.

Experience

2009-04-12T11:21:00.002+08:00

Some experience on different religion which is hardly get it . Yesterday was my friend baptism of her religion in a catholic church. So I have attended it from the beginning till the end, even though i am a buddhism. Just wanted to have a experience how the whole event take place etc.

Everything seems normal, it is just the way how they believe in their religion and how they pray to their god. During the event, i was comparing between Christian and Catholic. It seems that they are on the same path like taoism and buddhism with some differences on how they offer to their god. I can said history is about the same.

Thinking through my religion, it seems like buddhism has really a very broad history which i didn't know like how they come about. Yesterday after attending the church, catholic and christian history seems easier to understand cos it is not as broad history as buddhism.

On my own opinion, catholic seems like a very sedimental place maybe because of the songs they sing. Their singing for the god is like those choir in a band.

So guys and gals out there, don't get offended if this entry has any misleading thinking that you have. It is just some thoughts which i have...

Cheers...

Presents..

2009-04-03T23:51:00.005+08:00

Opps... i think i haven bought things for myself for a long time already... And now i have bought 3 things in a straight roll..

First, a cap which is introduce by SL. Thank you for her recommendation and a mass import from Aust and got the cap for us. The cap cost around S$25. I think it is worth the money. Below is the pic.
Next is wallet which cost me S$79. Brand: Ben Sherman. I think not everyone has heard of this brand. It can be found at Orchard Paragon. Since my old wallet skin has peel off, is time for me to get one. The wallet can be cheaper but due to human greediness i waited for my friend credit card so that i can get additional 5% on top of the 10%. No choice but to get it at the original price as it is a must need and not a good to have item.

Lastly is a Crocs sandals where there is a sales in the international website. Thanks for KH recommendation, i have spend another $20 plus for the sandals plus shipping fee. Haha... I think the stock is still not yet ship in. But the list has already submit already. Below is the pics.

I think i will stop all my spending already until i have more cash to get bigger things which i wanted like the Wii... haha...

Testing..

2009-03-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

Some testing which i saw in my friend blog..

Your Type is
ISFJ
Introverted: 22
Sensing: 1
Feeling: 12
Judging: 89

As a ISFJ:
http://keirsey.com/handler.aspx?s=keirsey&f=fourtemps&tab=2&c=protector

Try it when you free.....

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp

Wonderful

2009-03-08T21:55:00.005+08:00

Why i said wonderful...? 2 things. First thing, finally my Hp plans is up and i got my iphone.

It cost me around $148 for a 8G iphone. Thanks to eroy i have $200 discount for the phone but i need to pay $56 dollar for the plan which is consisted as the cheapest for a discount for $200. Below is the first pic i told using my phone.

Second wonderful thing is that i had attend a songs presentation which is free yesterday. Thanks to Eroy once again, for the tickets. It let me have the opportunity to see many singer live and esp. saw my friend He Weijian singing live. He indeed has improve alot..

Has you ask yourself before ??

2009-03-04T23:10:00.001+08:00

Are you happy at the place you are working now ?
Is it your passion ?
The amount of hard work you put in is it worth it ?
The amount of salaries you got is it equals to your hard work ?

This stuff has being going round and round in my mind...

Movie - Marley And Me

2009-03-01T16:52:00.002+08:00

Yest just watch the movie Marley and Me....
Rating i will give is 4.5/5

The story is really nice and touching..
So guys if you watching with a girl, bring along a pack of tissue with you.
It might help.

What a good start of the year...

2009-02-27T16:22:00.002+08:00

Sobz... I have being falling sick for 3 time since the start of the year...
1st time was stomach flu, 2nd and 3rd time is cold,flu,sore throat...
I think this year must really take special care of myself...
Maybe part of the reason is because i ate alot of unhealthy food....
And partly is because of the weather...

Weather is really bad this few days...
Sunny in the morning, rain in the afternoon, cold in the night....
If you are a person working in office, i think you are not much affected...
For me, i need to run to customer place and it is a big worry for me...
Next job i think will look for a job with most of the time in office...

Today i just got my acer laptop back... You must be wondering why got back my laptop...
This is the 4nd time i have send my laptop to the service centre because of the same reason...
No display... Motherboard spoilt.
I really piss off with acer already.... Lucky i send in on Monday, they return me on Friday with free delivery to my house.... If not i really complain them...
Hopefully my motherboard will not spoilt again...
My wishes is to get a Mac book.. but is too x....
Sobz...

What happen...

2009-02-15T22:59:00.002+08:00

What is your impression in a school ? Is educated ? Teach your children all the good stuff ? Punish the bad stuff ? Mmm.... School and children are not like last time where it is so pure and manners. After my niece went into primary school, she has learn some bad manners. On Valentine day, I have a bbq at my cousin house..So i heard from my cousin that a student in the school has ask a teacher to shut up.. Can you imagine that ? Last time who will ask the teacher to shut up in primary school. Children are becoming more and more clever and difficult to teach.You agree...?

Valentine day has over, hows yours ? So your another half has given flowers or a gift ? Hopefully u have...As for me, i never receive any gift or give any gift... A single guy...I am "celebrating" at my cousin house for bbq. Sometime i was thinking... Am i that bad.. ? Still singles after 5 years... I am ok looking, not that ugly.. Caring, friendly.... So where is the problem ??? sobz... Anyone can tell me.....

End of Jan...

2009-01-20T21:18:00.002+08:00

I think i going to start my blogging again even though i wanted to start it again when my laptop is back. But my bro told me that my laptop will be gone for another 3 weeks as the hardware is not here...

Lets see the resolution for 2008 if i have achieve.

Work: Work hard and earn more and more,Pay increase....
Studies: Study hard and get good scores.And save more to pay school fees
Relationship: As usual to get a girlfriend if i could. Know more friends and still get in touch with close friends.
Health: Less sickness for me, Parents and bro to have a healthy life and my dad for quick recovery.
Exercise: Do more push up and go for gym more often.
Others: To have more lobangs to learn more money, Go holiday more often.

Work has being good for me in the year 2008. As for my studies i have being working hard, but will try to stay the same. Relationship is still not achieve. Gf is really hard to find. But as for friends i have done more from schools and works. Exercise.... it the next challanging it. I have being exercising in the year 2008 but need to maintain weekly. As for lobangs to earn more money, i still searching...

This year resolution

Work: To get a better job in the year 2009
Studies: To maintain my results
Relationship: Find a gf if possible, and spend time with friends
Health: Less sick, but sometime sick for MC... =p
Exercise: Maintain my weekly exercise.

Just a short entry....

Life is ugly...

2009-01-07T21:29:00.002+08:00

Life is ugly, you believe ? Last time i don't..but now yes i am. Working colleague has 2 faces, you believe ? I believe it. Still believe that life in school, knowing friends is still that pure. A day of lectures. Really tired and negative. Should i leave..?

Will blog again, recently laptop has turn down on me again. Will talk about my life resolution.

Cheers guys...

2 days 1 night in Batam

2008-12-28T16:14:00.006+08:00

Batam Itinerary

Day 1,
Wake up at 0600 in the morning as i needed to reach at 730 to collect tickets plus eating breakfast. So we board the jet rider at 0910. Reach Batam Sekupang at 0910 (Batam Time). First thing there is to have our Ocean view Spa at 1030. The spa is ok.. Quite relax. It is around 90min. After that, we took a cab to the batam centre Mega Mall as there is nothing to do at the KTM resort. The resort is a place where the view is nice and relax with nothing to play. The cab cost S$15. So it is consisted cheap if you divide by 4 people and it took 45min to reach the location.

The Mega Mall is the biggest in Batam compare to another shopping Nagoya Town Area. So if you follow the 2 day 1 night package. Go to the Mega Mall yourself because Nagoya Town Area Mall will be included in the 1 day tour. In Mega Mall, the clothing are cheap compare to singapore. The problem is the size as my figure is small. Most of the size are M and onwards and alot of free size. The food there is also cheap esp the donuts at J Co. And in the mall, there is a hypermart in the basement, it is similar to giant or carrefour. The tibits there is cheaper than singapore. If got time, go and have a movie, the movie tickets cost you around S$2 plus.

We return back to our resort in the late evening around 8 plus after the long journey. Have our dinner together which is pack from the Mall. After which take a break and have a event of post christmas present exchange. As for me, i have to get eroy a gift as we have a lucky dip before we came. Even though is not such a surprise for him, because i have ask him what is his wish list. It is because i do not want to buy something which he will not use. So i got a $20 dollar voucher from Build a bear as a gift. I think next time we should drop down individual christmas list before picking who to buy. As for me i got a big pillow with tigger face from XM. It is a wonderfully gift.

Day 2:

Wake up at 730 for our breakfast. The breakfast you need not bring any voucher or letter. It is a open restaurant. So you just walk in and eat. Our breakfast have only fried rice, kwey tiao, bee hoon, egg, chicken porriage and fruits. Their food is nice except for their bee hoon which has no taste and chicken porriage which is abit salty. Went back pack our stuff and prepare for our 1 day tour.

The 1 day tour was quite alright if you go for the first day. The tour will bring you to temples, their famous bridge, wholeseller polo ralph shop, Home make kway la pis and shopping centre. The kway la pis is nice. It cost only S$22. So it is consisted cheap. The whole tour end in the evening home we went.

Tips:

1. Reach early to collect your tickets to batam, the queue will be long.

2. Wear your swimming wear when going to the 90min Spa.

3. The drinks are sweet. So do not stir the drinks if you order hot drinks.

4. Do not buy the polo ralph,it is a replica.

5. Kway La Pis is nice. Can buy.

6. Try to check in earlier when going back to Singapore as the immigration is small and pack.

7. Speak in simple english.

8. Bring mosquito repeller.

The day

2008-12-25T23:31:00.002+08:00

This year christmas eve is really a bad one i guess. I am bored till i don't have the mood. Why i said so..On that day, finish work at 3pm. So i proceed home. Waiting for calls.. Waiting for calls... But None. End up i go out with my bro friends for bbq whom my bro has ask if i want to tag along. Throughout the bbq, i was like very bored.

All my friends that is close have their own programs or gathering at friends house. Hopefully next year it will be better one for me..

圣诞节快乐

2008-12-23T23:31:00.007+08:00

Half more hour will be christmas eve, have any programs already ? As for me, there is still no program. I think is the same as last year, staying at home. I think all my friends have their programs meeting with their other friend for gift exchange. But i have a pre christmas gathering at my friend house last sat. No gift exchange, just a gentle night chatting away accompany with a log cake, mac, wine and some tibits. Below are some of the pictures taken.. More pictures can be found in the facebook...

Kevin aka GuoRui... Wish whoever out there a MERRY CHRISTMAS and get the gift that you want..

Broke....

2008-12-08T18:33:00.005+08:00

Every end of the year, do you feel that your pocket is going to get empty soon. Yes thats what i feeling now. It seems that all my saving, is all gone. Just wondering where i have spend. In the last entry, i have stated that i going overseas. I am going to batam not bintan. Thanks for the 2 courtesy reader.

When you are broke, you feel like you have alot of stuff to buy. As for me, there are 3 things on my mind.

1. Phone. I still have 3 months plus for my contract to end after that get my long waited iPhone which will cost me around $400.

2. Montblanc Wallet. My Braun Buffel wallet skin has worn off and spoilt. Hopefully i can buy a new wallet to last me for another 3 years or more. This wallet which i have being eyeing cost me around $310. But i saw a website http://www.luxuryhaven.com/ which sell cheaper. Anyone has brought from there ? Another comments. ?

Lastly, is a pair of working shoes and a pair causal shoe. I saw a working shoes costing me around $130. The brand is Pedro. But some of my colleague told me that it is not comfortable. For the causal show, was aiming for onitsuka tiger shoe. It cost another bomb.

If i add up all the cost, i think it will strike near to $1000. Thats alot right. Haiz.. Will see...

Last month of this year...

2008-12-03T15:58:00.003+08:00

Last month of the year. Just a blink and a new year 2009 is coming. So did you achieve anything this year ? Wanted a bf/gf, learning some extra skills etc? Hopefully you have. As for me, i think nothing much, still haven found the one i love, same company for the past 1 year and a half. Wanted to change job, but economy is bad and tie down by my studies. Studies was pretty ok, waiting for my result which come next thur,11th of dec. Not hoping for a high grade but a reasonable grade.

Every year on this month, is the month where i am the most broke. Just don't understand, maybe alot of outing plus holiday. So this year i going to bintan on the 26th and 27th of dec. For a short break and some body massage. It has being 2 years since i have a massage. Next year, Chinese New year i going overseas again. Going to Genting and KL. I think not many people know i have relative in KL. They are my Mum father side. I don't know how it is related. I will take some pics back.

1st jeans...

2008-11-25T20:43:00.002+08:00

Yes.. Thanks Shaoxiang for shopping with me on Mon to get my 1st Levi Jeans in my 24 years of life. Whaha. There is a sales of Levi Jeans, trade in your jeans (any brand) you can get a 50 dollar discount. There is still 5 days to go, date line on the 30th of nov. So guys hurry up if you want.

Today just submitted the form for the vertical marathon. After asking a few friends near my house left I alone trying out the vertical marathon. After this, hopefully next year i will participate on the swissotel vertical marathon. whahaha....

Is back..

2008-11-20T21:02:00.003+08:00

Finally my laptop is back after 1 week and 2 days staying in the service centre. I thought that no one will call me on Mon as they promised, But they called me after working hours. I was surprise. If they did not call me on Mon, i going to call back on Tue. So they book a appointment with me from 2pm to 6pm, that is 4 hours on Tue. As i have to work, i ask my mum to collect on behalf of me.
At around 530, i called my mum to check if my laptop is back. She said don't have. I was super piss off, the duration is 4 hours and no one send it back. After a while, singpost called and told me they cannot find my address. I was like ..... My house is not condo or what terrace house or somewhere deep inside the forest.When i came back, my mum told me they delivery at 1815. Their service just s**.

"Thank you Acer...."

2008-11-15T22:57:00.004+08:00

Know what... today i went to collect my Acer laptop. After getting a queue number, pass the paper to them. After a while they told me, they never wrote a no. on the paper and need to find my laptop. Piang... Waste my time.. They also said will contact me on mon and delivery to my house. Hopefully, they cannot find my laptop. Haha.. Bad right. Lucky i have back up all my data.

Near my house bus stop i saw a poster. : Vertical Marathon. Something i wanted to try. So i will try this vertical marathon which is going up a HDB building. Total there are 2000 steps. Not so much as a competition but as a experience. Hopefully i can complete it without stopping.

End of this sem..

2008-11-13T21:15:00.002+08:00

A late blog done.. Finally this semester is over, I can take a break and wait for next sem to start.. This period is a time where i can do some learning.. I hope i can do it because the last holiday after the first sem, i was slagging around at home after work, never done anything interesting or learn anything new. I always think back why last time i never do this and that. Seems like i do not have any talents with me...

Alright, this holiday i going to take my bro microsoft book and read abit and try to look for company who have exam for me to take. And also going to buy the guitar string and string back my guitar. Recently was chatting with my friend who currently studying at aust and he is going to graduate next june. I promise myself, i going to start saving whatever i can so that i can go to aust for holiday next june. I really want to have the experience to travel alone to another country.

BTW Ken you are ? Next time can put () after your christine name so i know is you. Thanks.

Assignment...

2008-10-28T22:25:00.002+08:00

1 month ago, i was thinking over and over which shop should i choose for my assignment on franchise. Asking my friends, looking at shops name on my way to school, so finally i got a answer.. Hog's breath cafe which shuling has told me. Done some research and email out to the person in charge, so i met him today after work. A aust man who is friendly and kind enough to find time and tell me about the things on franchise of Hog's breath. Really appreciated the time he has given me. Next time, i should bring my friends to the restaurant for a meal. It is cheap than other restaurant. And the coincident thing is, i met my secondary friend there. He is working as a supervisor.

Starting from today to next friday, i will be busy working on my exam and my last assignment of this sem after my exam. So hopefully everything will be fine and smooth.. Exam on the 3rd of Nov and assignment on the 7 of nov. I cya guys after 7 nov ya.. Cheers

Image...

2008-10-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

Image is really a important thing.. It represent you. This two days i need to attend 2 events of other companys. From the look etc, i just look like a little boy with a 21 years old age. A MC ask me today, wha.. you are young, have you over 21 years old.. ? I know she is just kidding, but in front of so many people it seems so embrassing.. My job i need to look professional, need to have a mature look. But i just don't have the mature look, thats my look, a boyish look...

Another thing people who just know me, some will mistaken me as a malaysian , i just hate it when people said i am. Where do i look like a malaysian i just don't understand.. My voice, my motion etc.. thats sux.. Is it pass down from my dad who is born at johor..? Just don't understand..

A week after....

2008-10-05T21:00:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, my parents are back from taiwan, above is the presents they brought for me. 2 Absolut vodka, 1 train display on the left, 1 bear figure on the right: it looks like the starwar dark vader , 2 handphone chain: 1 is a guy with those old outfit another is the taiwan metal egg.

When they are away, alot of things that need to done, on which it is always done by my parents. For this 1 week, my brother and i need to water the plant, wash our clothing. This 2 item can be said to be done almost everyday. As for sweeping, mopping the floor and ironing of clothing, we done it in the sat morning before they come back. It is really a tiring day after all the household has been done. whahaha.... So i can said household are not a easier task.

A Break

2008-10-01T23:24:00.007+08:00

It has being 4 months since a public holiday at weekday. Next one i looking forward is the end of this month. Whaha. A day of break is good for those guys that is working. To recharge the energy that has being lost. As for me, it is a tiring plus a relaxing day. It started last nite.

Suppose to meet 2 of my friend yesterday, but due to some last min stuff my friend has it is postpone. So i ask another batch of guys out,sec friends. Just don't feel like going home because the day after is a holiday, plus i have some space time to relax before working hard again on my assignment after the holiday. After making some calls, finally we are meeting at jurong entertainment. Have a bath and meet up for dinner and chat in mac till 1am. Slept at 2am and wake up at 10am.

Wanted to sleep more but i know i can't. First thing, hang out clothes even thought there is no sun but still got wind to dry the clothes after that water the plants. As my parents has went for holiday, no choice thats the chorus that has to be done. In the afternoon, done up my quiz before going out to southern ridge. Is my first time there, my impression of it is good. Well done by the government even though alot of stairs to climb but is a good exercise. Below are some photos taken.. Enjoy....

Wanted to take with the sky, but it just cannot fit into the screen....

Something interesting

Did you see a ray of pink light, just don't know how it shines there...

Always busy...??

2008-09-22T23:29:00.002+08:00

Am i that busy ?? I ask myself. I not sure. Maybe a yes or maybe a no. Every weekend seems like it is a pack day for me. When i free, i will be meeting my friend. If not, i am at home rushing assignment. Today i try to folk out sometime to do some updating, even thought i got a report to rush which i have done some research and not yet pen down the report.

Yesterday evening, i went for a short jog, even though i need not take my IPPT as i have being hit back to square one to be in the holding list. I ran 2840m which give me around 17 min. After some calculation, 1 stadium round 400m i clock around 2min and 4second. It means i fail my IPPT. I think i should buck up on this.

If you have notice, there is some different in my blog, i added a blog list. Those are my friends blog who i will go and invite. So those people looking in my blog and did not have your name there, just leave me a notice. When i free, i will have a look. Even though sometime did not have the time to meet up, at least i got your blog to know hows your doing recently.

Cheers guys.. will be back soon....

Update...

2008-09-01T23:55:00.003+08:00

A short one.. It has being close to 1 month since i have update. Recently i am quite busy with my assignment. Need to submit 2 assignment on the same date and alot of activities just come on the same weekend. Time management is really important. Just finish the 2 assignment, need to take a break. After this few days of rest, i going to start again. Update soon...

Genuine CDs....

2008-08-07T15:59:00.002+08:00

When is the last time you buy a genuine cd from any CD shops ? Either VCD,DVD or other type of CDs. For me, the last time i brought is the Jay Concert. Recently i just brought another CD from sembawang CD shop. The buying of the CDs is to support my friend Derrick Hoh 何維健. On 30Aug, he album has finally came out after a grap of 3 years. After hearding all his songs, i can said; It is worth buying. I said this, is not because he is my friend, i said this as a listener view. His song is great. Now i just waiting for his 签唱回, i think the last time i saw him is 6months ago in his camp. So people out there, please support him.

No Time

2008-08-03T19:34:00.002+08:00

What is No Time means to you ? You need to rush, frustrated, hope you have more time, or regret that you haven start early. My school has only started 2 weeks and i have started to have the stress of no time to complete. Compare to last sem, this sem seems to be more tougher than before. Why i said so. 3rd week of Aug: Online quiz, 4th week of Aug: Another Online quiz. 25 Aug: 1 Assignment to hand up. 1 Sept: 2 x assignment to hand up. Thats alot in a month. Thinking of all this, how am i going to have time to do other stuff like going to gym and learning tennis. The spare time will be on my assingment and book.

Yest and today, were my work out day. Yesterday i went for a swim and today i went for a run. Was really a tired 2 days, no assignment has being done. I'm going to start tomorrow. Today after a run i went to do some pull up, i can see i no longer that fit anymore. I only can do 10 pull up, the last one was really a struggle. I going to train back my 10 pull up.

Special Day...

2008-07-25T23:05:00.006+08:00

Thank you guy and gal who still remember my birthday and send greeting and wishing even though there are some belated ones. It is the heart that counts. I appreciated. Below are the list,

1. RG ( first person to receive your sms even though i have slept; esp for you)

2. BMT and NS Friends

3. Poly Schoolmate and classmate

4. Sec friends

5. Pri School friends
6. NTUC Income
7. Outside friends

8. Colleagues

You though the list is quite long, but is quite little only. Good friends have a few is enough.

This year is better than last year because after work i met my brother and cousin for dinner. Last year after work i went home straight. Every year my brother will ask me what present i want. So i think and thin, finally i make up my mind. A SOFT TOY BEAR. You must be wondering a guy like me will like a soft toy. But thats me. From young till now i like soft toy but i seldom touch it. This year is special. My Birthday date falls on the 24th of July and i am 24 years old. So I went to build a bear before the dinner. The bear was name after me.. Kevin.. Below are some pics i took when i bought it home.

Bear in box

My Bear ( Is it Cute ?)

Bear with Birth Certificate

The dinner with my cousin and a small cutting cake session in office end my special day.

School reopen

2008-07-14T22:07:00.003+08:00

Waha.. What is the feeling of school reopening...?? excited, boring,stress. For me i am abit of excited, because during my holiday after work i got nothing to do. But now school starting soon, i going to get busy again. Assignment, online quiz again. And this sem i think is the waste nightmare, ENGLISH module. It is a compulsory module. I just hope for a pass or average. School starting from next week, Every mon and thur. So please do not ask me out on this 2 days. Thank you.

Did i said anything on my work for the last few entry ? I don't think so. I has being in the company for 1 year plus already. Fast right. Is time to get more knowledge and move on. Even though company is good, bosses are good to me. But i still need to move on. Thats life. When is it, i not sure. Maybe half a month or 1 more year, hard to said. And 1 happy thing in my work of life, i finally have a company; a new colleague. He is older than me by 20 years old. The age gap is there, but there is no communication breakdown. I and him working happier sharing my experience with him and his experience in his last few companys. And not forgetting, gossip of bosses and life. Sometimes, i just treat him like my 2nd father. HAHA. He is a friendly, polite uncle and father i can said even though i know him only last than a month.

Will update more....

Karma

2008-07-06T11:42:00.002+08:00

Recently have being watching a english drama " My name is earl". The drama is quite long but i didn't have the time to find it and forgotten it. So recently after watching pushing daisies, i remember i got a english drama i wanted to watch. Search through internet and found it. Total is 3 season.

Even though, every esp is quite stupid just trying to make up all his bad thing because of the thing karma after he watch a program talking about it. I quite believe in that drama even before i watch the show and know about karma. It is really a strange thing. But i believe that if you done good deeds, you will be bless with good stuff even thought sometimes bad stuff will come. That is quite common as life cannot be so good all the way. Doing good deeds is quite a amazing things i guess. Even something small like giving up a sit for a child. Thats what i did on friday.

That day after meeting eroy, i took a bus home and the bus was crowded. I manage to get a seat as i walk to the previous bus stop. The next stop came, i wanted to fall asleep as usual. Before i close my eyes i saw a mother with her child standing at the centre of the long bus. I just couldn't sleep as i am tired. Around quarter of my journey i saw the child wanted to sit on the floor and rest. I was thinking for a while should i give up my seat as the person standing beside me is a black man. If i stand up, he might just sit on my seat. Afer thinking for a while, i give up my seat for the child. Less than 10 min, the child and sleep through out the journey. Thinking through my mind, i think i rather be tired and stand throughout the journey rather than the child sitting on the floor and sleep...

Complains and Complains...

2008-06-25T22:38:00.003+08:00

Recently i have being complaining alot, not on my work. But other people. 1st: I help my office to replaced 2 X microsoft keyboard. As usual, it needed a long procedure.When they confirmed ,sent it over to my home through dhl, they only delivery 1 keyboard instead of 2. So i wrote a email and told them. The first keyboard it told me 2 weeks. that is normal. But for my second keyboard it took me about 5 weeks, as the second time they get back to me which i have waited for 3 weeks, they miss out my replacement again. So it takes another 2 weeks.

2nd: I wanted to buy a old model nokia 6060 black battery cover. It tooks me close to a year then i got it. It is because it is not available in all singapore nokia care centre anymore. The first request was done last year june. But till this year May there is no reply. I went down to the nokia care centre and ask again, they ask me to write the request form again. So i waited till june this year. Still no reply from them. I think their services is quite bad. Even though there is no stock in singapore already, they should call up customer and told the customer rather than they waiting for nothing and must waited till the customer complain they will request it for you. But to my surprise, nokia told me that they will need 2 weeks to import it. But around 5 days, nokia call and said that i can collect the cover.

Those 2 are the worst i can said, but lucky i not so in needed for it. Email recently has become so convenient for people like feedback to the individual company. But it has it bad side too. When you are helping them to set up the internet and the internet and email is down. They will complain till you faint. Thats the real life.

Complete of Sem 1

2008-06-22T20:58:00.002+08:00

It seems so long for my first sem , it had just ended on friday with my results. Overall i can said i did well, managed to pass. For the degree i taking, i don't expect too much for my result. A pass will do for me, but having a B grade will be better. From pri school till my poly days, i will worried of my results during the day it release. But for this sem, i did not have the feeling of anxious of result. Maybe last time i will tend compare to results, but not now even though my brother study the same course and modules as me.

Next sem is starting soon which is around 1 month from now,don't know to be happy or sad. But i can said studying full time is more better than working,as you have lots of time of your own. But no choice, once you have step into this road of studying part time, there is no turning back. Live to the fullest. Endure for 2 and a half year i will be free.

Accomplish...

2008-06-09T22:45:00.002+08:00

Alright, some thing to clarfiy before i continue, sometimes in my blog i like to complain here and there. But i mean no harm, is just some ways i like to give out my thoughts. Rewind abit on my working colleagues, as it is a small business, last time there is only me and my bosses who is also my working colleague. As they are so call my bosses and working colleagues, i tend to have a line draw with them. I think for every job there will be a line draw, is only how thick or thin the line is. My bosses trust me alot, is just the company whom it is our partner company who don't have faith in me. Thats what i going to change. Sometimes i complain about my job here and there, not that i don't like my job. Just that not every job is perfect, there will be some things that you do not like.

Age 24 is coming up soon.. around 1 month plus more. What i have accomplish and can accomplish by end of this year ? Job wise, was learning and learning which IT needed. Nothing to look for as studies is the first prority. I think i not going to leave the company till the last sem of my studies. As 1 of my friend told me that it is hard to look for a full time job as you are studying part time. For studies, hope everything can go smoothly and end it by 2 year from now. I was thinking and thinking to start my own business at this age. Financial was a problem to start up as all my expenses came from my pay and school fee also came from there. Just digging out every opportunity i have.

Complains are good or is just a way to release your stuff.. ?? Next on.. what is your strength and weakness.. ? Think about it...

continue..

2008-06-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

Talking about friends and friends... have you reflect back on yourself... who is your close friends etc.. ?? Last talk somemore on friends but is working friends...i think after i came out and work i found that there is really different types of working personally. who can you trust ? who is the real them ?

I think for now, i still on a 50 50 attitude in trusting my colleagues even though i have work for close to 1 year. Maybe because they are my supervisor. And for other company which i work in, i thought they are someone i can trust. But i think i was wrong. So recently i have the attitude of guarding myself.

I wanted to quit the job as it is a job which they don't have faith in me. After some thoughts, i think maybe is because my experience it handing in job which they don't have faith in me. So I tell myself, i will not let myself down, try to do whatever i can. But maybe is because of my wrong i still don't trust them.

Enough of all this, friends and friends.. Next topic i going to is regarding things done in the age of you.. what have u accomplish at the age of 23,24 or older ? Think about it..

Running...

2008-06-02T23:35:00.006+08:00

Alot of things had being going through my mind recently, i can be suddenly be depressed or felt a sense of loneliness in myself. This type of thoughts have being going through my mind while travelling back home or alone in the night. Recently a friend intro me a jap drama, after watching the 10 esp. It added somemore thoughts into my juices. Our brain was really a powerful features i can said.

Friends.. who are your friends? who are your close friends? who are the one that can listen to you when u need them ? who are the one that they believe in you when u are in trouble ? who ?? Any answer ?

Around me there are groups and groups of friends, ranging from pri school till as high as NS friend i can said. Who are the one that are there for me..? I not sure. Last week i guess, one of the day where i don't feel like going home after work. So i start to sms to ask people out. Looking at my phone list as i scroll down from a to z, most of the numbers i have is just for contact purpose i guess. I end up going home after work.

This are the thoughts that i have during that time..
I started to think of my pri school friends. I think they are busy as one of them has just come back from trip and another is busy with work. So forget it. Then next sec friends, one of them busy with work, another school, and another two don't know what are they doing recently. So forget it, never sms them. Next poly classmate, 1 busy with school project,another work and another studies. Same as above, i never sms them. Poly schoolmate: 1 work, another don't know what he is doing seems busy after graduate, another not sure. So never bother. BMT mates, is long time meet once also never sms them. Next Signal friends, 1 no money, another busy with work, another said don't want to meet. I think thats all i have for friends. I know is true that good or best friend don't need to have so many, but when you are lonely and when your good or best friend not there what u will do ?

In summary, no. of close friends or still in contact friends i have
Pri school - 2
Sec school - 5
Poly classmate - 3
Poly schoolmate - 4
BMT - 3
Signal - 3

Is it consider less or more..???

Half of the year is ending soon, 1 more month to go. what have you achieve till now..??
continue in the next post...

No Aim...

2008-05-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

Even though, exam just ended last week, this week i just finding lost again. Feel like i got no aim, nothing for me to do after my working hours. Anyone have any ideas, to fill up the feeling of lost and love...

GSS has started, has something on mind

1. 1 X Ear phone for my mp3 -> something good and less than 50
2. 1 X long-sleeve shirt -> maybe G2
3. 1 X working pants -> maybe G2
4. Some polo Ts and T shirts -> anything nice and cheap
5. 1 X belt -> anything nice and cheap
6. 1 X leather shoe for working -> Predo
7. 1 X causal shoe -> onisuki shoe

Don't think have anything else more..
From the list i see, the cost is not cheap..

Is over...

2008-05-24T00:03:00.003+08:00

Can you believe it.. I done with my exam... Don't mention about the exam is over means is over, when result is out then see is it blue or red.. Just don't wish to think about it..

After a long break of 1 week, still need to go back to reality. WORK. Just don't feel like going back to work after the last paper, but i still forcing myself cos is a friday. So i have being enjoying myself, relaxing, catch up with friends. Friday i met up with rg and raynor, was a nice one. The most important thing is that i have sushi for my dinner which i craving for after exam.

Sat i still need to work, thats the sick part. But after that i came back home and rest before going for a run in the evening. Here came the night, as i have plan long ago before exam. I went to St James (SJ) with a few friends which i never being there before. Was quite pack as usual, the environment is good. To me SJ was not like a club place, it seems like a live band performing for me. Compare to MOS and SJ i think SJ is better... And the thing i have found out at SJ is that there is alot of older gals compare to other place i went to. The club there is good, the place i like most is the boiler. I think the next time i will go is when there any special occasion. Clubbing is not my cup of tea anymore.

So more gathering to go in the up coming few weeks, Will try to take some pics.

Update...

2008-04-27T21:02:00.002+08:00

Yes finally all my assignment is over and now needs to prepare of my exam. Going to start revision on Mon. 2 weeks to exam, will be stressing myself. It has being so long since i have my exam, like 2 years ago. I think i will update again after my exam. Hoping 22th of may quickly come.

For the whole of sem 1, the last assignment is the most stress i have, because the deadline is saturday. Normally it is on a sunday. The whole week, i was thinking of my assignment even during work. After work i will go back and work on my assignment. And on the eve of the dateline friday, i was working on my assignment till 3am in the morning. The next day i woke up at 10 in the morning and continue with it. Was really hell for me.

Now now i think i going fall ill soon. haha.. Finally i guess, so long never take MC already.

Something are not meant to be...

2008-04-12T15:49:00.004+08:00

My weekday has end with a bad day last week, But is alri ght, it is over and the problem i have solve it. So you must be thinking what has it to do with my title. The whole thing start on thur.

So thur i was home early even though i got lesson at 730pm. So wash up and off i went to school. While i was on my way to school in the bus, at one of the bus stop 1 elder uncle has board the bus which is nothing special. But after the bus uncle drove off from the bus stop, he suddenly brake the bus. The event started from here. The elder uncle did not hold onto anything and fall on his back without supporting using his hand. The event happen so suddenly that the next moment he is down on the floor. So the passenger around here quickly call the paramedics, no one dare to touch the uncle ask they scared he got any injuries which will make it worst. I was sitting at the back of the bus acting like nothing happen cos there were people helping up. Waited for around 10mins, the paramedics came. 1 of the lady asked the bus uncle to open up the door to allow us to alight to board another bus. I reach school at 740 which the lesson has started 10mins ago.

The meaing of the title started here. I quickly went into the class and settle down in the front. That lesson was in a Computer lab. When i switch on the PC, i saw a thumbdrive. I was wondering is it someone who has misplace it. I went into the drive and take a look, inside there is only some documents and some videos nothing really important. At the end of the lesson, i took it away, bring it home and format it.

As normal friday i went to work, i lost a access card to let me access into the server room. I look for it everywhere and still cannot find. Thinking back, i just don't remember where i misplace it. And this type of unfortunate thing did not stop here, i am stuck at the customer place from afternoon 130 to 530 and still unable to solve and the worst thing is my phone is going to flat soon. And further more, i got another appointment at 4pm. So after that job, i went to the 4pm appointment at 6pm. Lucky i solve it within half hour and home i went.

Thinking back, sometimes that you pick up from somewhere which are not meant to be yours, the unpleasant thing will happen. To said in simple, you gain 1 thing but you will lost another thing. But lucky all things are over and hopefully will not happen again.

Thats me...

2008-03-30T23:40:00.003+08:00

Me = Not Gay
Me admire guys appearance and wearing
Me like girls/ladies
Me love girls/ladies

Wear singlet ≠ Not Gay
Wear Pink or purple ≠ Not Gay
Abit fit plus singlet ≠ Not Gay
Singlet plus Sweater ≠ Not Gay

Please understand...
Pure Boy/Guy...

3 days 2 night...

2008-03-23T20:06:00.002+08:00

Since the starting of school, i haven being relaxing myself and have fun.
So this holiday (Good friday) is a good break for me..
And my parents have went to KL and back on sun.

For this 3 days 2 night, i was relaxing, sleeping and playing.
On friday, wake up as usual 8 am, just couldn't sleep anymore.
Was planning to meet my friend for swimming around 1030,
but he fly me plane.So I go ahead with my plan for a swim.
In the evening, meet my sec friend for dinner.
So it end my 1days with a relaxing and healthy day.

2nd day, sat. Wake up at 9. Relax all the way till 12 plus without any breakfast.
In the afternoon, follow my bro to his client house
and solve a problem before heading to city link to meet up with my NS friends.
Have some catch up with them and have our dinner at marina square food court.
The cost of the food compare to last time was really a big different.
Last time i mean about 3 or 3.50 per bowl or plate and not 2 dollar or 2.50 per bowl or plate.
I think for now you hardly or cannot find a bowl or plate for 3 or 3.5 in town.
From what i see yesterday, the cheapest is 4 dollar.
So after dinner, we walk around and headed for somewhere where i wanted to go for a long time.
That is KBox. whahaha..
We sang from 10pm all the way to those closing time 4 am.
It is really sufficient for me.
But the cost which i went last time and now as x by 5 dollars.
It cost us 35 dollars each.
Back at home at 430.

3rd day, today. Slept till 1pm. Half of the day is gone.
Nothing has being done except for some house keeping.
And feeling sleepy...
So i think all these end my 3 days 2 nite relaxation..

Bit of setback...

2008-03-18T23:51:00.002+08:00

Time : 10 min to 19 March 08

Must be wondering why am i still blogging at this hour...I have just came back home around 1115 from school + dinner. Had my bath already. Sitting infront of laptop. Thinking am i such a failure or now is just a setback for me. Supposely 2morrow is thinking to meet my friend to work out something to start a business. But my friend ask me... what i can offer. ? What am i good at? What i have? Money i don't have. Skills and experience i don't have much also. Time i also don't have much..Need to handed work plus school.

And as what they said is true, this year rat will have a lot of ups and downs in work. I have stuck in a job for a few hours compare to last time. And 2 times during my lesson days, i took a cab from the end of east which is tampines and another from punggol to school cos is very late already.

So for now i am like half f like that. Think big and set a business is what i want, maybe is not my time now. After going through all the thoughts, i told him. forget about what i said, just pretend that i nv ask, talk about it in the future. So my friend reply me. In life what u do, you must have confidence and in business confidence needs the most. I nv said anything back just a ok to acknowledge. I never said i don't agree with him, i totally agree with him. Just that sometimes, i not good at the thing, i just have that kind of inconfidence with me.

Hard Work...

2008-03-02T20:28:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late blogging if you are surfing my blog..
But i don't know how many out there are surfing my blog..
my close friends or some one who admire me.. who knows..

Alrite, enough of crap.. After chinese new year i entered a entry into my blog, however when i publish it they ask me to sign in. So end up the entry which i wrote is gone. I just give up writing that day.

Feb till now, i have being busy with my work and most of my time is on studies. Sometime i just feel like giving up either my work to concentrate on my studies or the opposite. But i just try it hard. Now i know why people said that it is tired and stressful when u work and study at the same time. Time management is really is a factor and the amount of concentration.

As for now, i still trying to take back the feel of the studies. And working hard for my assignments which is going to due next sun and another one next next sun. So guys out there, i might not have the time to meet ya till late april or late may to chill. Maybe once in a while, i can meet up for dinner after work to catch up abit. I will try to update my blog oftenly...

Finally is over...

2008-01-13T22:28:00.000+08:00

Oh yes, i am so called the organiser for the bbq (requested from sx who wanted it. Why i am so called a organiser because i help them to gather some ppl but for food wise i never help due to my work and the distance. So overall i can said is a well plan bbq but too much food. As expected there will be some people never come due to this and that but i never blame them and ther are some surprises.

Surprise, surprise...my buddy YJ is married. I like to congra him and he going to become a father soon. Maybe you think is early or think that it is short gun. But during NS days, he has being planning already. So whatever the reason is i still trust him and congra him. Even though, he never invite us for the wedding dinner, i never blame him or whatever reason. I think he has his difficulty also.

For other people, got gf one is those few which i know and they are quite friendly. But i just cannot remember their names. Chatting here and there and i think i am the one talking crap and lots of crap. Maybe too much craps, gals don't like. Is nice to meet up some of them which i hardly see them.

Lastly i want to thank all who came, and thank raynor and sx for the bbq even though i did not help much. They contribute the most for the bbq.

Round up and forward...

2007-12-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

End of every celebrations and again is the start of a new year.. 2008.. Fa Fa and Fa...

So how was the 2007 life is..? Good or bad or so so or average...

For mine, was a better than a average but still not up to the level of good..

In 2007,nothing big things happening except that NS life is gone and start of NS man life. No more SOC,training etc etc.. But problems came choosing working and studying. So i chosen working. Even though a bit regret not going back to school. But once chosen there is no turning back. Lucky i found a job even though the pay is less than my friends, the bosses are good and i learn alot. As usual, i still do not have any girlfriend.. anyone to intro?? haha.. Still trying making time for my family and friends as usual.. Thats all, a simple paragraph to end my 2007..

As for 2008, a brand new year a brand new resolution.

Work: Work hard and earn more and more,Pay increase....

Studies: Study hard and get good scores.And save more to pay school fees

Relationship: As usual to get a girlfriend if i could. Know more friends and still get in touch with close friends.

Health: Less sickness for me, Parents and bro to have a healthy life and my dad for quick recovery.

Exercise: Do more push up and go for gym more often.

Others: To have more lobangs to learn more money, Go holiday more often.

Life in working...

2007-12-02T20:21:00.000+08:00

Time passes so quickly, it has being 6 months since i ord and has being working for 6 months. Learn what i suppose to learn and learn what i suppose not to learn. Everything works quite well, is just that i sometimes don't like to face customers face to face and blaming us even though the wrong things is not done by us. And the tireness when reaching home. School life is still things i prefer. Little stress and have more free time.. Maybe because i see most of my friends studying University.

After working for 6 months, i come to a conclusion. For my next job try not to find a 5 and a half day work, find a job that you like, find a job that support a coy instead of supporting customer from all over singapore. During this job, i just find that i have a bad temper when i came home. The reasons i feel so are 1. The pack of the bus when going home, 2. the empty stomach i have, 3. the unhappiness i have in my job because whenever i see a customer i need to smile and cannot give out my anger.

Always talking about the unhappiness things,Here is some good stuff. 1. Bosses are nice and treat me like a friend. 2. Fetch me home when i work late with them. 3. Try to give me whatever request i have. 4. Any many more i guess.

The ties that bind and blind

2007-11-03T12:05:00.000+08:00

Saturday during working hours..
i read the today newpaper online..
Saw a article talking about race/religions..
I want to talk about this article because it is quite true...
And got caught by the line "The ties that bind and blind"
The article was talking about how people see the different between race/religions...
in the front and back...

What i mean by the front...
Example: TV news always talking about race/religions and how good which race/religions living together in harmony.
What i mean by the back...
Example: A chinese couple married and never invite other religions to attend.
After reading the 2 example, you should get what i mean by front and back.

Another example which i personally disagree with it. Loving and liking each other, why we need to be in the same religion. If you will to be loving each other, you will respect other religion instead of asking your partner to become 1 of your religion mate. If you are a christian, you will be going to church on sun, i think the partner can be just waiting for her/him after her/him service before going out or sending her home. Or if you are a buddist, maybe your partner just passes by a temple want to pray for a while. I think the partner can just wait for him/her for a while. It is another way to respect the religion.

Nasty Cab driver

2007-11-02T20:49:00.000+08:00

Even since start of my probation end, I had been taking a lot of cab from place to place due to the works need. From then till now, I never met a cab uncle that nasty to other drivers till today i met one.

The event happened like this. On my way back to office, the cab drove through the road outside tanglin mall. If you are a regular driver or you will know the road where there is a straight road and there is a road merging before going straight down to Forum. So at the merging road, our cab was driving straight and there is a nissian sunny merging in. That Sunny drove very fast till it is going is to bang to the back door where i am sitting. But right, straight road will have priority than cars merging in. Lucky the cab uncle reaction was good or else i will be hit.

My reaction at that time was like... "Wah lao". The cab uncle was not happy about the Sunny driving in recklessly. At that time, the cab stop cos of the traffic infront. I look at the uncle, he was watching at the rear mirror which reflects back to the Sunny behind. So the uncle done a nasty thing which i never expect. He accelerates a bit after that he saw the back of the Sunny moving forward. He suddenly step on the brake. At that time i was shock and dare not look back. After that suddenly brake, that uncle drove off as normal.

Before alighting, there is a light conversion between cab uncle and me. Hearing the tone of him, he don't seems like a nasty driver. From what i think, Sunny is to blame for his speeding and recklessly merging into the lanes. The cab uncle also should not do stun to disturb the Sunny. If the Sunny did not brake, there will be a car accident.

Over spend..

2007-10-28T18:04:00.000+08:00

Opps this week spend too much..
1. Replace my Wireless B router to Wireless N router. Total S$155. Spend S$80. (Share with bro)
2. Brought a vest (S$30+) Spend S$20+ (Friend got discount). Don't want to miss it or else next time i come will be gone.
3. Beach Volleyball (S$27) Spend S$27
Thats all, 3 items add up is around S$130

Out of the 11, i clear 2. trying to stop. Out of the 9 not clear, 1 of it is a "Need" thing i need instead of a "Want thing". Thats a Ipod.

But i not going to get a Ipod, a Creative zen stone plus instead. Why ??? Firstly, it has a radio. Secondly it is small. Third it is a mp3 player. Fourth it is cheaper. Fifth, try to get something new. Ipod even thought nice and creative. But i want to get a small one. You will think why not get a shuffle. But they don't have any other plug in radio to the shuffle like Ipod nano or video.
Soon i will get 1 next month..

Are you in the same situation as me....

2007-10-13T09:25:00.000+08:00

Alright, friday to most people either working or studying is the end of the week, and start of a relax day to chill and enjoy.. So as usual, alot of people will meet up for dinner, movies etc after work or school in town. The problem came around 21+ or even earlier, people squeezing in the bus wanted to go home. And worst of all, bus duration between each bus is around 10 to 15 mins. It is not like the period hour where the similiar bus number came around 5 mins between each other. So friday lucky for me, manage to squeeze up to 700A bus, wanted to wait for 190 but i think is a no go for me, by the time i wait for 190 bus. I think i will be boarding a NR bus (Night rider). Do you have the same experience as me ? I think if i can i will try to avoid meeting on friday... or is there a way to tell SMRT to improve the traffic as we are paying more and more to the transport..

Wanted and Needed are 2 seperate things. The meaning of wanted in my mindset is wanted to have the things but the things are extra or not necessary. Needed in another hand are those important thing and short fall of. Whenever i want to buy the necessary things i will think is it a wanted or a needed things.
The list are as below:

Wanted: Crumpler bag, Vest, Ipod, Onisuka Tiger shoes, Leather shoes, Birkenstock slipper, Beach volleyball, laptop, Clothing, Cap, PS2 or DS.

Needed: Nil

As u can see, most of the things are wanted more than needed.
Crumpler bag: I wanted to throw away all those unwanted bag (free bag: npd bag) and have 1 or 2 nice bag to keep.
Vest: Sometimes the weather is cold, and i can wear it during my work which matches with my polo t and pants. And it looks nice.
Ipod: My old ipod i have gave to my brother, so i using a HandPhone radio. For me sometimes listen to mp3 till bored thats why after sometimes, i prefer a radio where there is people chatting.

Onisuka Tiger shoes,Leather shoes and Birkenstock Slipper: For now, i got only 3 shoes, 1 for working, 1 for casual and another for running. So wanted to get 1 more to have more choice like the Onisuka Tiger shoes. My leather shoes which i brought long ago since sec. school, it is still working fine, just that i prefer to have a new one. For slippers, i have a fake birkenstock slipper and 1 slipper (both from thailand). I don't mind my slipper is plain with just the color on becos i like it simple. But for the fake birkenstock slipper, i prefer to have a real than a fake.

Beach Volleyball: Sometimes i will be going to sentosa, why not buy a beach volleyball and keep it instant of always asking around who has the ball when i will be going to sentosa.
Laptop: For my job, i will be travelling around frequently,wanted to get a 12 inch laptop and lighter than my laptop which i brought for around 6 months.

Clothing: Even though my cupboard got alot of clothing from bangkok, taiwan and some old clothing. I don't mind getting more clothings.
Cap: For accessiories, Cap i only have 1. So wanted to get 1 more for more choices.

PS2 or DS: Wanted to get one of this long ago, to let me relax during the journey home or to work. But still wondering to get it or not.

Do you have the same mindset, always buying things when u have it already....

2007-09-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

talk about the not so good things..
Car damage bill has come = 1000+
Wanted to pay all by myself cos the fault is done by myself..
But my bro help me to settle some and i paid 800...
Thanks bro..
I think i will sit in the car for sometime before i can start driving again..
the fear is still there...

Work is still as usual...
Always learning and learning..
probation is over and pay has increase with some benefits..
came a ITE attachment guy...
so i act as a senior and teach him all the knowledge i have..
and it is a lesson for me to present and teach...

Things has being going fine for me..
And 1 good news..
I have being accept to study in Unisim...
BSc (Honours) Information Technology and Business
in short is BIT.
Why i going by this road instead of others...
At first wanted to study banking and finance...
but during the SIM open house alot of people chosen that..
and even 2 of my friend friend which we saw over there wanted that too..
So that is out for me..
next thinking of accountancy..
i like maths and account in sec school and figures..
so after much thinking i drop that..
my cousin said not good etc...
So final call is to back to IT..
but is BIT as it give me a broader job scope once i got a degree..
and abit of business...
So thats the final thing...nothing can change...
when school starts, i will work hard in terms of school work and not forgeting work...
or else.. i will get sack soon.. haha... (Touch Wood)
For now.. is to wait...
and maybe i going to take mcse (a microsoft certificate)
will see how it goess...

Sorry for blogging so late recently..
will update regularly if i can...

Down..Down..Down...

2007-09-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

Recently i really down down down with luck...
Firstly, in my work; everything was not smooth, hips and hops everywhere...
Bet on 4-D never won (Is normal),
Bet on Toto never won(Is normal), but only got 1 no. in a row..
Bet on Soccer lost whatever i bet on,
Worst of all, i hit the wall of the carpark when i was driving down,
the right back door was dented and sketches,
now waiting for the bill to come..
and today on my way back home in the bus..
i have the feeling of driving a car already...
Why... why....
Is it because in the earlier period my luck was ok..
but for now is down and down..
When will it be back again... Soon ?? i hope...

Recently i just angry with the transport agency...
They planning to increase the transport fee again...
but i never see any improvement in it..
and during period hours...
the buses is still as crowded..
humans will think buy cars will increase the accessible..
but i think is a wrong choice to get a car nowadays..
even thought coe prices is lowering down..
but they are going to increase the price of the cars,
and prices of petrol is increasing soon i think..
Worst of all is that,
erp is increasing in many places to decrease the number of cars,
but i don't think is a good solution for it...
and and and..
don't know why recently even thought is not peak hours...
you can see a lot of cars and and and..
even jam at the PIE in the day time..
What happen to singapore..
i just don't understand..

Short temper...

2007-08-12T21:05:00.000+08:00

It has been 3 weeks since i have update my blog..

Life has been recently getting boring and boring..
Friends have been busy with their own things...
Those working busy with working..
Those started school or going to school reopen are busy studying..
And i am is in the working category..

During the start of the work,
was quite anxious of every job...
but for now, the feeling was not there...
continue to work then will see how...
after 2 months of working..
my temper is getting bad to worst..
which i had found out when i was at home..
but outside meeting friends or collegue or customer..
i will not have it, i will have a smile on me...
maybe there is 2 side in each of us...
and till now i then realise what my bad point is...

Yesterday sophia had invited us for the NUS Arts Fac bash at DXO...
Felt nothing about it, just wanted to find out how the place turns out like..
cos heard that the place was quite a bad place..
So the result was it is indeed a bad place..
Small and the music is quite ok only..
nothing makes me feel that it is special..
but the live band outside was good which i heard before i went in..
Inside DXO, i just have a feeling that gap in me and others are getting further and further..
might be the mindset of a working life and a student is different...
and i tired easily due to the routing of working life...

I just don't know why life is getting boring and boring..
I just want to get out to find something interesting..
like learning a dance or join some activities..
but no accompany..
all of them will busy with their own things..
and i seems so free after 7pm...

The day...

2007-07-26T15:05:00.000+08:00

On this day 24/7, there is a baby born..
and that baby is me..
Every year i will have at least some celebrations...
like having a dinner with my friends,
or a gathering in my house with my relative...

This year i have my colleagues who celebrates birthday with me...
and that is during my lunch break...
They ordered pizza and brought a small cake...
Is really thoughful for them..

They asked me after work going anywhere...
My answer was home cos no one ask me out...
it was a bit of saddness...
but like what my friend add..
"Sometimes is good to have this type of quiet moment"
is true...
but for me,
every birthday was the happening celebration for me..
After some thoughts after that day,
Forget it, don't want to bother by this matters,
life still have to move on...

I want to thank the following ppl...
Ruiguo - Thanks for the second midnight msg... i appreciated...
Terence - Thanks for the first midnight msg... i appreciated...
Jingwen - Thanks for the third midnight msg...
Xiuling - Thanks for being my kindergarden mate for 20 years or more
Jiayi -Thanks for being my kindergarden mate for 20 years or more
Maslinda - Even though you born 1 day before me,or few hours before me... i want to thank you for the msg...
Patrick - Set a day and go to daimen pub ya.. thanks for the msg...
Marvin - My bro.. Thanks for being there for me when i got problems..
May - My lovely cousin.. thanks for the listening to my crap...
Kay Hui - Thanks for the last msg that i have receive from you...
Leeyoon - Along the 3, only you sms me.. thank you...
Weiqiang - Even though from msn, i still appreciated...
Shuling - I know you cannot sms me, but ur wishing from msn is appreciated..
Shihua - Thank you...
Raynor - A late birthday call from you after midnight has passed but i appreciated..
Fencui - Late birthday sms from you but i appreciate, take care ya...
Michael - Thanks for the celebration...
Derick - Thanks for the celebration...
YingHui - Early friendster birthday wishes comment from you.. thank you
Kong Kong - Thank you for the friendster birthday wishes comment...
Peifern - First want to congra you, marry soon.. and thanks for the wishes..
Max - Thank you, meet up when free...
Terence Ong - Thank you...
NTUC income - Thank you...
JobDB - Thank you...

Thats all folks...

NDP 07...

2007-07-16T19:14:00.000+08:00

Yes.. thanks to rg..

i manage to watch NDP the 2nd time..

and this time is VIP seat...

NDP was like usual is good...

and this time around there is fireworks which i have capture in my camera...

Everytime when i heard of any national songs in the NDP...

my hair will stand, and proud of where i am..

Recently i was sick finally..

why is it so.. cos last week wanted to get sick...

but never happened...

So have a day of rest at home today..

Next week my big day is here..

it means half of the year is gone already..

thats fast rite..

So what gift i hope to get..

1. Money

2. Hat

3. Ice Cream cake

4. Belt

5. Beach Shorts

Nothing much for this year gifts compare to last year...

To be Continue...

2007-07-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to update...
life was at usual..
Work side..
got some hip up here and there..
sure have one..
but never mind i learn from it..

To be continue....

Work, Work and Work...

2007-06-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

ok..at last completed 1 week of work,

Life was boring compared to NS and part time job...

Full time job routine was like...
1. wake up
2. breakfast
3. Go work
4. lunch
5. Back home in the evening
6. dinner
7. relax watch tv abit
8. sleep
Thats a normal day, so throughout the week is doing the same thing over and over again..
Boring rite, no choice..

I think i going do that for a year..
when the new intake of the university i will try again..
just really dislike working life..
one advantage from what i see for now as in working life is..
you have income compare to a student..
and you can afford good and abit more expensive food during weekend..
to replace the tired and boring week...

Recently look into my drawer,
found that i had a lot of clothing which i haven't wore before..
like those i brought from thailand last year end,
then the clothing i brought from taiwan,taipei recently..
and yesterday brought 2 more clothing from IMM,Spirit..
I think i will stop shopping for clothing and soon prices will increase...

Looking at my bank account..
money is getting lesser and lesser..
pay must wait till 10th..
and the extra income on the 1st of july..
lucky i still got a bit to survive till the day and
a 9 day ord pay,
but that amount had gone long ago..

Looking at the major expenses i had spent..
From the end of last year till now,
1. Trip to Bangkok
2. Trip to Malaysia,KL
3. Trip to Genting
4. Trip to Taiwan,Taipei
5. A Laptop
6. Transport expenses
7. Bills
8. Insurances

Move on...

2007-06-13T19:20:00.000+08:00

Finally is time to move on...
To no where out there but move to the next phrase..

still don't know what is on my mind..
what i am going to achieve in life..
just know that my aim till the end is to earn alots of money...

tomorrow is going to start of my first career in my life..
after so much of studying and serving at NS...
so lost about the job...
don't know the ppl there..
don't know how streeful the work is..
don't know this and don't know that...
is going to make me mad..

seeing my friends all after NS planning to go further studies..
at SIM,NTU and NUS...
and me after inteview and inteview..
lastly planning to go study but too late...
wait till the next intake next year...
I think this is the worst planning i have done..

Review of taipei trip..

2007-06-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

was a late entry of my holiday to taipei..
the holiday was a nice and good one..
maybe is because is my first trip there and a place which i wanted to go...
i think i will put in point form..

First day (Thur - 24th of May)
- Took a afternoon flight (jetstar flight)
- Reach HuaLian Airport in the evening
- Took a bus to taipei around 45 min journey
- Check in at Ming Ri hotel (At Ximenting)
- To huaxi night market

Second day (Fri - 25th of May)
- Down to beitou
- Look around in the beitou museum
- Go to the public hotspring (millenmium hot spring)
- After that walk around to see some natural hot spring which is very hot
- Evening went to Tan Shuai then yu ren ma tou

Third Day (Sat - 26th of May)
- Longshan temple
- Sun Yat San memorial muesum
- C.K.S memorial muesum (Now the name has change to National Taiwan Democracy Memorial Hall)
- Shida Night Market

Fourth day (Sun - 27th of May)
- National Palace Muesum
- Zhong liu Chi (Should be like that, a place where honoured past soldier tablet are place)
- Mirama Shopping Centre plus Ferries Wheel
- Shilin Night Market

Fifth day (Mon - 28th of May)
- Wu Fan Bu (Only have warehouse sales on Mon)
- Walk around the area then to SOGO
- Raohe Night Market
- Ximenting

Sixth day (Tue - 29th of May)
- Took Railway train to Fu Long
- Relax at the fulong Beach
- Down to shilin night market to find some stuff
- Then after that not forgetting Taipei 101
- Back to hotel to pack bag

Seventh day (Wed - 30th of May)
- Check out
- Do a last min shopping
- Evening to airport
- Home sweet home

Thats the end of 7th trip, if i have the time and money i will go again. But to different places.
Some pics is in my friendster, Can go there and take a look...
If you are going can find out more from me ba. hehe..

2 years of services...

2007-06-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

start of NSF service: 11th june 05
end of NSF service: 10th june 07
start of NSmen service: 10th june 07
end of NSmen service: 13 years from start of NSmen service or what?

So i will start from the BMT phrase, life was pretty ok in tekong even thought i hate the travelling from 1 end to another end which took me 1 hour plus. For me, i was in the PTP batch, which means i failed my IPPT and had to serve 1 more month more than others. I don't mind the extra 1 month cos i had 1 month to train more and not so hurry than the others batch which came in later. Moreover, i have more times with my bmt friends who i still have in contact with.

After the 3 months, i continue to move on to my next phrase where we will either be choosen as a officer,specialise or a men. I still remember, when my aunt passed away during my 1 week break. The posting came after the funeral, i asked my friend to check for me. To my unexpected, I got into OCS(Offical Cadet School) where i do not wanted to go. And before that, i had told my PC and my bmt friends about not selecting me going in. So no choice, i continue to serve. Maybe is the blessing from my aunt. Total there are 4 wings(company) available. Waited to be enlisted into the wing and hoping not into A coy due to the toughest of the training they had passed down from last generation. Sad to said, i got in the wing which i pray not to get in. Struggled from the training etc for 3 months and finally is the pro term where we will break into the various formation. During the 3 months, i never met any close friends. Just a place i serve.
Pro term was another 6 months where i learn alot of things and knew a lot of friends. I now still like the formation i was in and proud of it. It was so irritating that when ppl talk back about your formation just like when you talk back about something you like. After this, went back to OCS for all my parade etc. It was a fun 3 weeks where nothing to worry, not so much punishment and full of laughter.

From what you have learn from the 1 years as a trainer, is time to use all the knowledge i had and apply in the unit. Lucky for me was posted to a nearby camp. At first, don't really like the place, not becos my coy is not good.. In the coy, all are nice and easy going ppl except for those that is outside the coy and those in front of you that looks good to you but in the back you are dead. I don't want to talk alot on this. It just sounds so.. Overall, i like my stay in this unit. Learning the knowledge that i got from the start till now and learn the way you live with diff ppl under the same tree and handle them.

Alot of people said, the 2 years is a wastefully year, but there are some pros and cons. From the pros side, you can see ppl mature from a boy to a guy. Even though some said serving NS is not to protect the county but it is to protect the love one being hurt. Another pros are making alots of friends and best friends can be found too. For now, i still looking back from bmt till now and missed the days i have. Ns also help to build out the health of the us, always exercising even thought we don't like it.

For cons. As usual, people is complaining why we are serving this 2 years, is like a waste to them. But is true when u are going to ord after this 2 years, seeing the gals of your age are going to graduate from University and you are just started to study or work.

So for those guys that is reading my blog who is a NSman, hope it recalled the fun days you have. Those still serving, hope you have a enjoy ur stay there. For gals, it let you know about me and National Service. This entry has started long ago but i haven have the time to end it..

I back again..

2007-04-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

This time i went to malaysia again but is at Genting highland. Departure on sat morning at 0730. As usually took a coach over BUT this time the coach is those first class one with individual tv,games,music plus a massaging and a person to serve you with food and drinks. This time i living at First world hotel again BUT is a suit instant of the normal room. Overall the trip was ok except for some stuff. Total i spend S$210 for the hotel plus coach, and S$100 for spending.

Genting Highland have no changes, same outdoor and indoor theme park with such a long queues, movies ticket at the price at RM$10, shopping centres and casino. I went to the casino without illegal entering and look around and bet,No win no lose. I don't want to play but my dad asked me to try. So i just go ahead and try, No more next time. So boring. Just don't understand the aunties and uncle are so excited about casino.

I thought throughout the trip i will not brought any stuff except for the dining in there. But i was wrong, i brought a watch (RM$29.90) which is cheap, a cargo shorts (pay by my dad, RM$70+) which is normal and 2 boxers (RM$39) which is normal.

Throughout the trip, the unpleasant things was, the nagging of my old people which i cannot tahan. Is it when u become old you will nag more, when u do not have enough sleep you will have bad temper. As what my elder cousin told us, they still have how many years to go leh. I agree for what she said, next time when they not here anymore, will you be regret. So is happy the trip is over when i reach singapore. I thought everything is over, my mum came to nag about my nag, about this and that. I just listen ba. Thats my dad character, i also don't know how to said. Don't really want to care about their matters. Is not i don't care, is i don't wish to interupt.

A call...

2007-04-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

why humans are like that, when they are in needed. They will browse through the phone list in whatever place they save either handphone or phone book, and called you to chat first before striking on the purpose of the call.

Recently got call from either sales, insurance or wanted to borrow money from calls which is hardly received or never received before. Is this the way human are. Why can't someone call, they will just chat with you telling you how they are living etc.. just to have a fine chat without any motive.

Malaysia trip

2007-04-13T19:49:00.000+08:00

i had been back since 1 week from malaysia.. The trip was really great even though i not the driver into our neighbourhood country. The experience in the car was something you cannot have it in singapore cos of the long distance to reach the distance without a traffic light and the speed of the car.

So we took off around 4am in the morning on fri morning, resting half way through for some food. Reached KL at around 7 + am. So i have my second meal of the day, wanton mee which is outside the city of KL. While eating, we also waiting for the traffic to clear cos is peak hour everyone was entering the city to work even though our side here is a public holiday.

After breakfast, we make our way in and found a hotel,nova hotel, for us to stay for a nite. Rested for a while in the hotel before proceed for my lunch. From the hotel to the place we had our lunch, it was out of the city. 3rd meal of the day, roast duck rice. After lunch, we wanted to go and have a desert called mango ice.. but the shop is closed. So drove back to town, find another shop which is the franchise of the shop. Eat it..The feeling was like... shiok... It contains mango fruit,mango spray,ice and the sago. We went back hotel for a while, then went to the nearby shopping centre to walk around. Really nothing much, even though the things there is quite cheap.

At nite, we drove out, to have a light dinner. This time around we ate butter crab. Wah.. i can said, when you dip the bread to the butter crab sauces. Then we went up to genting. drove our hardworking car. We manage to reach there thats why i said is a hardworking car which struggle up. The weather was good.. 15 degree. Down we went after a few hours there, we proceed to have our ba good tea.(i think you all know what) for our next dinner. The food was not nice compare to the one i have in singapore bugis. After that, my friend friends, drove back singapore and left 5 of us plus my friend brother.

The next day, we check out cos the room was fully book on a sat and sun due to it is a weekend and there is F1 racing. We drove down the street to find other hotel and which we found 1 hotel, emerald hotel. It sounds great rite but is quite a down hotel which it is going to my first and last time. Due to the budge, we live at the hotel. After check in, we went to the twin tower by taking their train. Is quite a fun experience taking their transport. Eaten our lunch, we went back and have a rest and went down to the nite market. It was nothing special, walking around and looking around.Evening, drove out of the city and find some good dinner. Then nite we went back change and down to their club. We went to a club name Aloha. The experience is good, is fun.

Finally day, sun.. check up in the morning, and drove all the way down to malacca to eat our lunch before going back. We ate chicken rice. Nothing special except the rice which is made into a ball shape. So traveling back, we stop by johor and ate claypot rice and stingray which is our dinner. Then home sweet home i went.

Confirm

2007-04-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

oh yes, i have confirm i going for 3 holiday already.. Start of april means next week, end of april. and 1 more in may. May i going to taiwan, last week had brought the air tickets already. Lucky still have it cos most of the tickets has been saw out. Will update more when i back.

Looking at the calender, i left with 10 weeks to ord, fast right. Finally my resume is done and going to send out soon, or else not much time. I hope i can found a job before the pink IC is on my hand.

Do you sick of my blog, always talking about my trip or the days going to ord soon for this few weeks. i though so too.

Looking around, seeing my friends all are so busy with their work. Either busy studying hard in their University or working hard in their NS life becos their ord is still not there. But for me, i seems like having a carefree life, waiting for ord and just follow through. Sobz...

Planning

2007-03-25T14:28:00.000+08:00

recently had not being updating my blog.. due to the following reason..1. lazy. 2. no mood. 3. nothing much exciting. 4. repeat from 1 to 3 again.

feeling happier and happier when day goes ba. counting to the end of ord and start of working life where i will be getting worried and worried. I have not be able to complete my resume and looking at job cos of mood. don't have the guts to face the working life i admit. For the pass few weeks, only work and play.. really nothing much..

One of the day, i went to the usual place bugis temple where i pray to ask for yearly life (Zi Sheng Qian). This year was a bad instead of a medium which i always got. It stated that i should find a quiet and peaceful place to relax and think. I think is quite true. From the start of the year till now, i got angry a few times becos of some stupid small things. And it also ask me not to do extra thing to prevent myself from being hurt. So i just need to do what i suppose to do. I don't know you all believe or not. For me is 50/50 ba.

april, may and june, will be 3 months of interview, fun and hope. hopefully i will get a good job soon.. Start of april i will be going to KL with my friends, then end of april to genting with my relative. And now i starting to plan a ord trip to taiwan in the end of may.whahah... april should stay at home more oftenly. going to save money for the 3 trips.

3 months is over..

2007-03-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

a quick end to the first 3 months of a new year before ord..
still got 3 months to go without clearing the leave and off..
wondering if i got the chance to clear it...

last day of lunar new year has ended last sun..
which conclude the last fireworks for the lunar new year also..
i was there standing at the bridge linking to the merlion...
waited for 1 hour plus for it..
it was the only fireworks out of 7 that i watch..
really not much time..
either was family commitment or work commitment..
overall the fireworks is nice even though it is very far away from me..
but i appreciate it..

i will be getting busy soon..
with all the conducting, duty and exercise coming out..
hopefully the exercise is the last one i going to have..
really wanted to hand over to under study which i don't have..
soon i will have a entry talking the 2 years of NS life...

Lunar New Year...

2007-02-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

Has been time i haven blog...
maybe busy either the new year thing or the things in army..
really squeezing out time meeting my friends...

talking about this year lunar new year..
don't really have the mood in it..
eve of lunar new year was home after the reunion dinner..
sms my friends all not free..
but one of them is free but is going down to chinatown..
which most of the ppl will go down but not me..
too humid and hot..
as usual first and second day visited my relative of both my dad and mum side..
can said was a shock when i saw my dad side relative..
all has grown up...
but to the extend that one of the gal is P6 already..
compare them to last year, was really a shock..
suddenly 1 year passes, she has grown taller..
seeing her becoming mature and me, it seem i was not young anymore..
even though i don't look like my age...

day 3 my men(friends) ask me down to his house before,
meeting up with eroy for a small gathering and we went to river hongbao..
which every year i will go down and have a look..
every year, it seems that there are less and less things to see..
except for the usual 12 Zodiac, but this year all 12 Zodiac is acting "cute"..
and some just don't seems the way it is. eg. tiger which look like a cat..

day 4 is back to work, but end up all my coy ppl taking half day off..
haha.. no mood plus less ppl in camp..
down to bowling my "in" hobbies and watch a movie in the evening "ghost rider"
was quite a bad show even thought the trailer looks nice..

as usual after day 4 is work and work, slag and slag...
but is like not much ppl are working on the new year week till today...
trying hard to meet my sec friends..
which i have it once on the fri after my range for the movie which is 1215 show..
on the way down taking cab..
really no mood for movie, wanted to sleep..
but really finding the time for them..
so endure through the movie "norbit" and home i went after movie...
the movie was nicer compare to ghost rider..

sun miss a meeting again with my sec friends cos of duty..
so today took half day not becos of that..
but is requested by my bro to shop with him..
end up going to bowl and movie again..
this time round was "just follow law"..
interesting show,showing the real life of what working life in the office is but some part is quite lame and the some effect is quite fake at sometimes.. but good try.. can be improve..haha...
i think the show also apply to my life in NS also..haha..
evening went down to changi village to have dinner follow by loyang tua pek kong temple which my mum wanted to go..
after that still early, we went down to tampines ikea..
was really impressive from what i think..
is big but is too spread out which it seems too empty, nothing much...

looking through the 2 weeks i have went through..
was really fast, just hope it will not be as fast..
let me taste every bit of the life, and not follow through..
looking at the young which grow everyday..
seems that i getting "mature" and "mature"..
just don't know is a good or bad thing..
looking at the fortune for the year of pig of rat..
was a good one..
hopefully it is, and i can quickly find a job..

Mixing Feelings..

2007-02-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

Have you organise a event or just a simple outing or dinner before..
Giving a 1 week or more than that warning to them to reserve the date..
Sending a sms to your friend.. just waiting for their reply..
and end up no reply from them till the day is going to reach and sms them then they reply..
i think i getting sick of all this already..

just a simple sentosa event today which i organise, is a example..
but is ok, quite fun today..
have my body tan abit which i wanted..
though the weather was crazy changing to fast..
after CNY maybe will go one more time ba..
seems i long time never being to sentosa..
it changes alot..till like a resort..
is getting better and better..
saw those water hut still building..
maybe is a type of chalet..
never heard of any newss..
but is quite cool to have a simple one there..

V day coming on a wed..
should be a rest time for me to visit doctor..
finally i going to see my face..
it has been pushing to the later date due to exercise and holiday..
that day should see lots of gals having roses given by their guy..
just remind me last time i done all those roses for my class gals....

a brand new year just don't have the mood for clubbing anymore..
when ppl saying about clubbing..
really not my cup of tea already...
unless is for celebration or what..

Fri down to chinatown with my parents..
just planning to blend into NY mood and just look around..
end up i brought a big packet of old school sweets for 6.5 dollars..
saw my upper studies, give me a shock cos he scary me suddenly..
happy to see him as the last time i met him is last year i guess..

sat wake by my mum, accompany her to super market to shop for some steamboat food..
then evening down to my relative house for a early reunion dinner..
nite down to play bowling cos some miscommunication break down between my sec friends..
cos no call from them which thinks that they not meeting me during the nite..
bowling was quite ok,back to my form and reached the 2nd highest which i have make it since poly year 1 i guess for 214...

was worried abit for the rejection to my sec friends to celebrate her birthday..
really cannot make it due to the time and dressing...
sorry guys,meet again...

a week has pass and she has been there for a week already..
still cannot find her lovely small hut for a year..
jia you ba..
you will find it soon..

CNY round the corner..
alot of stuff haven been done..
this week should be a busy week at home..
arranging and cleaning up my room..
after CNY should paint my wall even though that should be done in before CNY..
don't have any ideas doing it..

was quite a mixing entry..
hehe...

Wonderful or bored...

2007-02-06T19:39:00.000+08:00

Weekend should said a wonderful or a bored week..

2 days before last weekend here..
went to my ps grandpa wake..
lucky my friend got car or else is very far.. tampines leh..
drop us near there..
search for 20 mins finally found the place..
home taking cab..
too x.. reach home around $23..
which went to woodland then my home..

fri met my cousin..
though that i am the last one..
but lucky still got my bro and sister in law..
whahaha..
ate at manhattan fish cafe (ps)...
the food quite suck..
too salty...
first and the last time there ba...
don't know why so many ppl queueing up..

sat went out early afternoon to meet my poly classmate..
the main person fly me kite..
so no choice have to go without her..
ate at nydc.. chat to update the life of each other..
quite a wonderful one to see how their lifes changes and some still stay the same..
like myself..
i just thinking i still the same..
no change if i am rite i guess..
afternoon no where to go..
shop around and went for a game of pool..
before dinner and early home..
as time passes just don't know to come out earlier..
nothing much to do...
either watch movie and window shop..
unless there is a aim for the whole day...

sun afternoon went for a few games of bowling..
the last few game was bad..
got around 100 only..
sobz..
evening went to send someone aboard..
looking at her smile..
but i know in her she is scared for being alone there..
and the unfamiliar environment she is going to face before her friends is over..
just hoping everything is fine over there for her..

this week again...
nothing important stuff..
just a conducting needed to be done..

Course Over...

2007-01-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

Short course for 3 days is over..
sobz..
going back camp 2morrow..
heard that 2 arrows are waiting for me..
even though not in camp..
the arrow are still coming to me..
i think they waiting for me at the plat office ba..
why..why....

the course was quite a relax one..
never have such a good time surf net till don't know what to surf..
long time never go back school liao...
saw alot of past of me even though the school is not the one i studying at last time..
struggling for projects..
skipping class...
talking on msn while lecturer are teaching..
half way through go to buy sweets or take a drink..
see gals...
lots and lots..
but see them is really quite young 17 to 19..
haha..
we are there just like pretending to be one..
haha..
but i think i can be one..
just feel like going back to study...

starting from 2morrow should be quite busy..
lots of event coming up till sun..
thur need to go to my PS grandpa wake..
fri meeting my cousin to celebrate belated birthday...
sat meeting poly classmate.. *Hopefully all come..
sun sending friends off to study.. =<

Going to sick soon..

2007-01-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

1 week has been over again.. alot of changes have been done to my office and alot of training are done recently. Is not a bad thing. Stricter and ppl pass for test i hope. And next week mon to wed i going for course at NYP..whahahahah....

so this week has been rotting..
waiting for time to pass..
nothing much happening this week..
execpt that i got car to drive for a few days..
haha..
tue nite i was sleeping..
my bro came back late from work..
he talk to me about the car stuff..
and ask me to wake up and drive the car to work..
cos parking is free and my bro work at town so is quite x for him..
so i wake up..
thought was a dream and never work him up...
morning he call me and i ask him..
he said he is talking to me..
haha..

Fri suddenly receive a sms from my bmt mate.
ask me out for dinner and drink..
so i went with them..
at first saw 2 couple having dinner..
cos 2 of my friends and i was late..
then i was thinking 2 couple eating why jio us out for dinner..
during the dinner...
my friend said that gal is not this gf..
cos i dun remember his gf face..
thought that, that is her gf..
after the gal left..
know that the gal is her friend just back from aust..
then his gf has just left him..
thats why there is a suddenly gathering ba..
as usual we went to boat quey for a drink at SHIN..
nice place better than those i went before..
maybe that will be a place for us next time with them i guess..

sat went to 4 places to find a place and bowl..
first we went to our usual place at bb csc..
only can play 1 game cos got event..
next we went to cdan (Home Team) at bb..
there is also tournament..
then we went to safra yishun...
we call and ask got space..
but went there is all book....
so we wrote our name..
after that we try orchid country club which is near by..
there is event also..
cannot tahan..
end up we eat lunch wait till 330 then play..
haha..

at nite went to my boss wedding..
it stated that 700 is the cocktail.. 730 is the dinner..
we reach there at 830 and still haven start..
it started at 9..
and end around 1030 when we left..
was quite a nice and sweet wedding...
really felt happy for him..
was thinking of meeting raynor they all..
but i think meet them also nothing much to do..
and i know i going to fall sick..
so went out and rest..
CONGRAT to SINGAPORE getting into final..
hopefully will get the cup again..
GO LION..

today went to play bowl again..
score was quite good..
average of 150 for 3 matches..
then came back slag the whole day..
i think is time for me to sleep..
just dozzle 2 panadol..
have a good rest...

Is over...

2007-01-21T16:43:00.000+08:00

finally wargaming is over..
1 week has passed again..
quite a stupid week cos of the exercise..
don't want to mention anymore..

exercise end on thur..
then fri never went back camp for run or anything..
just went down grc to support my guys for squash.
then back home..
friday was a boring one..
cos i was at home..
nothing much..

sat wake up early in the morning..
at 0930...
reach habourfront at 11 for dim sum..
was quite a nice and good dim sum..
can bring ur parents along..
then rot at vivo till 6..
went down to city link to meet my poly classmate..
was a nice one..
even though alot of ppl fly kite..
i just hate it..
is ok.. HOPEFULLY the next outing on the 3rd will be a better one..
so run off at 9 pm to meet back my poly schoolmate...
to give 1 of my friend a surprise at alleybar..
drank till 12+..
we went off already..
stop at the youth park for some food..
the carrot cake,hokkien mee is nice..
you can try it.. 4 per plate..
try to save money we took the nite rider home.. 3 per ride..

i think one of this day it will happen..
so it happen yesterday..
i lost my hp battery cover..
so now have to live without it..
and don't know still can be sold off or not..
soon will be getting a new phone..

Is Coming..

2007-01-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

Last sun was DO and was blogging..
but don't know is becos of the the connection after i submit it..
it came out was a error..

This week was quite a slightly busy week...
was attending meeting for next week exercise...
as a team manager for the swimming heat which i have to be there..
then thur i suppose to go to the swimming final cos one of the guy got into final..
but was busy doing my stuff on the preparation..
asking my spec to take over me..

Then today went to bukit batok csc(civil service club) to celebrate my bde anniversary..
was quite a fun day with my hobbies bowling to be play..
and there are other games like lan and pool...
overall our coy won quite a number of game..
LAN we won first and second i think..
then pool we won second..
and for bowling..
the team consist of 4 ppl mixer from diff coy..
our team got the lst..
and individual i won the 2nd...
with the score of 605 for 4 games,average around 151..
diff of score 32 and
i will get 1st..
is ok, i try my best already...

later have to book in..
cos 2morrow a SAT, i have to go PLC for exercise..
sobz...7 to 7...
and next week going to have a 4 days exercise..
HELP... HELP...

As expected the gal whom i wanted to know..
did not msg or call me..
is ok, i already predicted it...

that time chatting with a friend..
and was talking about gals...
why do gal look for mature guys with a mature face..
i was thinking..
i know that gals will look for a mature guys..
maybe i suit that abit in terms of character...
but for face, i got a boy face..
and ppl tend to see the face that you are a boy and not a mature man..
sobz..

during 1 time when a guy who is a men from our coy..
asking me..
sir,
you do not look like a officer..
then i reply him..
Yah i know ah..
i always don't look like a officer..
is it a wrong that i don't look like me..
but i am one..
is the perception of them of officer are..
a strong and fit guy who got the feel of the officer..
i am ok with that..
after that that guy ask me again..
sir how old are you ah.. 8 what one...
then i told him..
i am 84 one..
he said i don't look like a 84, i look like 85,86
then i reply him..
i know ah...
ppl always said that i don't look like a 84 but a 85,86..
is it a wrong to look young..
don't know what to said..

Party is over....

2007-01-07T01:33:00.000+08:00

Yes.. Party is over.. Even though last week wed is start of work.I did go back but no mood to work.. just doing some checking of mail.. and some neccessary stuff.. The day before,fri after work went to meet kh they all for dinner..cos wanted to pass them the stuff i brought from bangkok plus the a farewell dinner to her and a party at double o which suppose to be next next week but we put in together..

Overall at double O is fun, drink and drink.. and we brought 9 jugs of either ribena volka or lime volka,red bull volka, coke volka. And was thinking of each a shot, but 2 of my friend cannot make it already. Around 1 plus, we end our stuff. waiting for their recovery and stay till 3 plus. It was said quite fun to see ppl drank. haha.. bad rite... But it is tiring to take care of them.. running to get some mint sweets for them.. then after that run to find some sour plum for them.. but is ok lah..

Yest wake up make a call then went back to sleep till 12.. Accompany my mum to clementi to buy some stuff plus my breakfast cum lunch. Then straight after that meet raynor cos he wanted to buy his levi jeans and his spec. Throughout the whole shopping i was tired.. but still got a bit of mood to shop. Brought a facial wash recommanded by my pri school friend, vichy which has 20 percent discount..whahaha..

I have done quite a daring thing. I saw a gal in the arcade then i was shy to ask her. So i nv ask her.. and went to find my sec friend..After that, my poly friend come find me, suddenly got the mood to know her.. I told them i write my name and hp in the paper and ask her. (quite old fashion ah) Then we went up. Reach there i don't dare to ask her.. my friend help me and ask her. i was so shy.. After that is ok. i nv talk to her.. After my poly friend left, my sec friend said want to see what type of gal she is. So i bring them up and see her.. After that i just approach her and ask her. I think she like don't want and was like asking her friend to come over. So i think the chance of knowing her is little loh..From this i at least got the guts to ask ba.

I think you all will think i like despo like that.. but i just want to make her as a friend. She look quite cute and attract to me. And you all think that i will see a gal and just approach her. I will not and this is my first time doing it. Not every gal i will ask loh.. hehe..

ok.. enough of this.. 2morrow duty again.. and next week will be the starting of count down to ord and still must work hard to accomplish my task..

Happy new year...

2007-01-03T19:27:00.000+08:00

A late entry..
no time and no mood for blogging for the past few days...

a brand new year is here..
2006 is gone.. and here is 2007..
fast hor..later then talk about my resolution..

Ok..Before the end of the 2006.. Fri i went to party again..
BMT mate ask me to go to club at double O...
thinking on the cash.. i went there....
so was party till around 3...

Sat wanted just to have a small gathering with my ex course mate...
coffee at orchard during the nite..
but i end up at K box..
sing till it close which is 0600 in the morning...
reach home at 630 have a few hours of sleep and off i go to my cousin house..
then rot till the evening..
have steamboat and off i go to meet the lonely guy patrick for countdown... =p

As usual..
when there is fireworks, i will go and watch it..
don't know why i so amazed by the fireworks..
can i next time work at the place where they set up the fireworks??
Reach there around 9 at the esplande which we meet minghui..
the crowd was still ok..
As usual around 10, phone cannot be used and we cannot contact another guy..
lucky i was inside the outside performance stage
cos they limited the no. of ppl going in...
and we was like VIP..
haha...
but around 11plus the crowd outside was like Wow..
Cannot make it.. too many people..
thats the lucky thing..
but around 11..
it came the rain..
was abit soak by the rain..
which stopped around 5 to 10 min...
is just some passing rain..

The fireworks last for around 7 min..
It is nice..
but i still perfer when other county come and show their type of fireworks..
After that..
looking high and low for my lost friend..
lucky he sms a msg which is around 11 plus..
said that he will meet us in a place..
We search for him and...
then we decided to head to bugis for supper..
and patrick went to meet other friends of his...
Supper was normal..
but the crowd that was waiting for cab hardly get the cab..
all is ON CALL..
lucky for my friend he manage to get a cab..
and i had a ride on my friend bike home..
Maybe this is a good start of the year..

First day of a new year..
my cousin was bored..
and we decided to meet up for a walk..
with a last min called from my bro..
we went to pray first and return blessing for the year 2006..
and went shopping..
I brought nothing on the trip..
cos most of the stuff i got in in bangkok..
but my cousin brought a cd which she wanted to buy..
then both of them got themselves a wallet..
Came the nite..
meet my bro friends at bb civil service for bowling..
which i last play was like poly year 1 with my own ball..
overall score was quite normal i guess.. average of 130..
expected i guess..
long time never touch my bowling ball...
going to train hard again..
was thinking what if 1 day i be in the "team singapore" for singapore..
will be quite fun i guess..
home at 230..

slept for few hours and off i go back to camp for duty..
second day of new year and i got duty..
let it be ba.. going to ord in 5 months time..
i guess this week i will be relaxing..
really don't have the mood to work...
start next week perhaps..
today start of the work..
was sleeping cos a bad nite yest..
never sleep too well..
then afternoon i went to play bb..
and now whole body was aching..
haha..
and today just kanna my first arrow of the new year to be the BSO of the wargaming...
sobz..

Resolution of the year:
1. brush teeth and wash face before i sleep.
2. Get to know more friends.
3. ORD soon and get myself a job.
4. Go for study.
5. Less vuglar.
6. Less Clubbing.
7. Get myself a gf.
8. And lastly have a smooth year ahead..
and importantly World Peace..
haha...

我回来了...

2006-12-28T11:39:00.000+08:00

I back yest...
have alot of fun and shopping...
Total i spend $216(Air Ticket)+ $350(Spending) + $183(Hotel) = $749

All the time is according to bangkok time which is 1 hour earlier than singapore...

First day: Reach Bangkok airport at 2 plus. Miss out the Chatuchak market becos of the stupid DO that i do yest which have to pass down that morning.. so no chance to board morning flight instead of afternoon flight. Touch down kanna bluff by the taxi uncle said reach hotel need 1 hour by it only took half hour.. Spend 800B on the cab to hotel. Saw rg at the lobby heard that he had already spend 2000 + B on his stuff at the weekend market. Rest for a while.. went out to shop around with my course mate then evening meet rg and friends for dinner. Went down to chinatown and ate sea food.. Is Cheap.. 2000B for 10 person. Food is great and is big. After dinner, down to suan lum night bazaar brought alot of things like t shirt,boxer etc.. is abit x then Chatuchak market. Must bargain the price. Shop till 1 am then back hotel.

Second day: Wake up at 830, down for breakfast and prepare to shop. From hotel we walk down to the place where all the shopping centre is. By pass all the street shop where they sell all the cheap clothing,baiyoke sky hotel where they sell like wholesale, u buy more than 8 is cheaper. Near there, there is indra square to shop. That place is call Pratunam. Then we continue to walk down where all the shopping mall is. Have our lunch at paragon food mall. Is a nice place to have lunch using card just like singapore food court. We did not shop much at the shopping mall like paragon, central world. The price is about the same as singapore real stuff and all the branded stuff is in. We continue walk down to pray then to MBK where they sell quite a reasonable price ba.. but still need to cut the price not much. The price start at 199B. Have our dinner at the MK restaurant for steamboat. Back to hotel to put our stuff and down for massage. The place we went is clean one.. is behind Bangkok palace call spa and health care. 2 hours of thai massage for 600B. Back at hotel around 1 plus again.

Third day: Wake up at 930 ate for breakfast and out i go again. we walk the same road again. To discovery more things and find more stuff to buy. At the baiyoke sky hotel you can go shop at level 4,1,LP and B. For level 2 and 3 is all uncle stuff. Out of the hotel, you will see some shops by the road the clothing there is also cheap. Like i saw 60B for a t shirt after i brought like 80B for a t shirt in that hotel. So we continue to walk down the same road, we went to the central world to look around and have our lunch at mac. We ate something special call samuria burger which is the pork burger. Quite nice.. After lunch, head down to MBK to walk and shop around. Shop till 1830.. walk back a shopping mall near central world call central chi lom for dinner.. The place to eat is like marche type, you have to use the card is call food loft at level 6 i think. The different is the food there, they serve like singapore food court and the environment is much far better like a restuarant. Back hotel to rest then down to patpong. The market there is x. so don't go there and buy things. If want to buy, must bargin. Went down to their pub at patpong, all is those pole dancing place. First one we went is quite normal, all should be lady dancing. Then the second place we went is also pole dancing but alot are ladyboy. Their ladyboy was very chio ana really look like a girl. They come enteraint us but not those.. is sit beside you talk with you loh.. treat them for a beer loh.. So last nite at bangkok ended there around 1 plus again.

Fourth day: Wake up the same time, take breakfast and prepare for check out. After check out went near by for a walk and brought some more things again.haha.. Leave hotel at 1500 and reach at 1530. waited till 1600 then got ppl come and check in our stuff. Eat burger king before boarding the plane back at 1815. Reach singapore at 2200(Singapore time). Welcome home.

Summary:
Hotel: Ibis Siam Hotel

Currency: S$1 to 23.1 (Bangkok rate) Singapore is only around 22.something..

Things brought: 8 T shirts, 2 singlet, 1 beach shorts, 2 boxers, 1 shoe, 2 slippers (Gifts: 6 T shirt for guys, 9 for gals, foods)

Places to shop: Chatuchak weekend market, suan lum night bazaar, pratunam area,baiyoke sky hotel, indra square,mbk,chinatown. Avoid those high class shopping centre.

Places to eat: chinatown seafood (opposite nan xing seafood), paragon food court, mac, food loft at central chi lom, MK restaurant ( is steamboat quite ok only at mbk)

Relax: Spa and Health (Behind bangkok palace), Pubs at patpong.

Tips:
1. Get a cheap hotel(live abit further than shopping area) and budget airport ticket and go there and shop.
2. Remember to have your arrival card before you go out of the air plane or else the new airport is hard for you to communicate with them and take the card.
3. Change abit of currency go there and change at the shopping mall. Rate is higher.
4. Buy anything must bargain.
5. In the case that the thing is too x, just said polite a thank you and walk away. They might ask you to come back. if not go other place and buy. The thing you want have more than 1 shop selling it.
6. When taking cab, don't use the meter. tell the cab driver the place and the price.
a. From my hotel to chinatown: 100B
b. From mbk to hotel: 100B
c. From indra square to hotel: 50B
d. From hotel to the spa and health: 50B
7. Take a cab is safety than a tutu, but must try once for the tutu is fun and faster.
8. For your own safety, there is a locker at the hotel to put passport.
9. Bring the room key along with you, do not drop at the counter cos of language problem.
10. Do not leave any passport or camera or wallet in the room or u can put in a secret place in your bag.
11. Don't walk alone for the safety.
12. Don't try to scold them, some might able to listen to chinese or key words.
13. Reach airport earlier in case of traffic jam and the slow work of the ppl there.
*14. Remember to keep aside 500B for airport tax or else cannot go back.

*very important

Thats all folk, anything can just leave me a msg..hehe...

我又要走了...

2006-12-24T08:41:00.000+08:00

I going off again..
This time round is 4 days..
not for exercise but for holiday...

So i wish everyone at advance merry christmas...
On this very special day, will all the couples be spending the moment together..
And those singles to have a bf/gf soon..
Maybe today is the day u ask him/her out..
and the count down of christmas u may want her to be ur partner..

Good luck guys..
Cya when i back....

1 week has passed...

2006-12-21T16:15:00.000+08:00

Finally 1 week has passed..
was rotting as usual..
nothing big event has happened...
as usual...
even though was on leave..
i still need to work from home...

Most of the time i was home..
doing nothing..
watch tv, surf net, chat online...
but on mon i decides to pack my room..
long time never clean up my room...
lots of dust and dirt...
Tue went to meet up with my pri school mate for dinner..
do some catch up..
even though is raining we still continue...
hehe..
For wed and thur was my rotting time..
but later going to meet my cousin for dinner...

quite boring rite..
but quite ok lah....
hehe....

Ideal for christmas present:
1. 1G SD Card for Camera
2. N80 Camera phone

nothing much cos i going to get from bangkok this sun... hehe...

Started...

2006-12-14T10:17:00.000+08:00

End of exercise means start of my leave...whahaha....On mon and tue is my OFF-IN-LIU... BUT as usual i went back to collect back my air cargo.. but by rite is before 4.. so i waited and waited.. till it is 1730.. After that went back to SI to see my under study who will be taking over me.. but end up don't have..sobz.. no choice but to ren for another 6 months..

Tue went swimming alone in the afternoon.. was enjoying myself even though is alone.. quite relaxing..Wed early morning, my hp charger spoilt.Sad man.Don't know why my bro room electricity is trip maybe cos of the spoilt charger. At nite was being called to zouk for a mambo nite, since long i never went to play on weekday so join my guys then.. Was home quite early at 430.

Went to shop with kh on thur for the charger..Brought it for 75.. sobz..Heart broken.. but lucky my bro pay half for me..=p At nite meet sophia at orchard.. for dinner cum christmas photo taking.. Was happy to have friends accompany to walk down from PS all the way till shaw. I just love to take pics of christmas deco.. so nice.. i know you all think i was quite boy boy.. but thats me.. hehe...

Fri help my parents to take the food to the chalet.. then evening came back and meet glen. Thanks for accompany me eat dinner EROY..haha.. After that, he went home.. i continue to shop with the gals till the time i went to meet my bmt mates.. Met at boat quey for a drink to welcome my buddy back..Adam.. He still looks the same.. but abit of plump liao.. is ok.. Though of getting him to drank but end up i was drank by my mates.. Saw one of my mate bring galfriend there.. so envy him..just wish him all the best ba..

Sat woke up quite late.. 12 plus.. even though i slept at 3 plus.. afternoon went back the chalet till today.. sun...overall was a quite a relaxing time.. 2 more weeks to go and i need to go back to my work again..

7月24日（金星&#情人）代表人物：巴勒维(政治家)
具有非常迷人的个性，浪漫、感性、优雅、尊贵；
喜爱音乐和艺术，欣赏美好的事物；喜欢追求刺激、新奇和变化。

优点是感情丰富，具有艺术才华；注重生活品味，创造力强。
缺点是情绪不稳定，不断改变心意，令人难以捉摸。

i think the above thing was quite true
i love music, art abit ba..
i like to do changes to my room...
The good points i cannot said too much i also not sure..
but for the bad points i agree..
i like to change my thinking quite fast...

Thoughts:

Do i having too much fun recently..??
i think i have..
Sat coming back MoMo..
Wed going zouk..
Fri going to boat quey..
and haven count before i went aboard those weekend which i have went...
i think i should tone down abit liao..
cash are flowing out too fast...
and not healthy i guess...

Saw some soft toy on the rank in one of the shopping centre of rockhampton..
just feel like buying back for someone i love..
to pass to her when i am back from there..
but...
it just break my heart..
1 year is going to pass soon..
still as a single guy..
when will my princess come..
seeming some of my friends has gf..
so envy them..
i always just hope for that love that i want..

我走了..

2006-11-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

希望我走的着三个礼拜
你们不会少了些东西...

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如果你算一算,
每一个是一天,
算完后我就回来了...
请保重...

拜拜....

我要走了...

2006-11-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

2 more days..
i leaving liao...
to somewhere for * weeks..
don't miss me hor..
hehe...
please take care of yourself..
and i will meet u all when i back ba...

* of my weekend or * of my weekend is going to get burn soon..
so this weekend has being quite a fun and destressing week...

friday jio my friend out for coffee around 10..
but end up singing at the k box..
till 3..
home at 330..
quite a shag one...
and i cannot believe i slept till 12+ the next day..
pig rite..
long time nv slept till so late..
but sometimes just don't like to slept till so late..
half of my day is gone and alot of things cannot be done..

so afternoon went back camp settle some stuff..
before going down to bugis to pray to have a safe trip to and fro from aust..
then nite down to MOMO..
first time there..
very crowded..... the songs there ok only..
but prefer double o and o bar..
hehe..
home at 520..
this type of timing that i frequently home is when i was in sec 5 and poly during weekend..
last time like to go chiong or just find somewhere and chill out till so late..

woke up at 10 plus today..
but after breakfast when back and slept till 2+..
go down to bp plaza to exchange aust money..
then back home.. rotting..
slept again at 430 till 530...
then rot again..
power rite..
thats the end of my weekend..
will have more of this when i come back ba...
hehe..

saw my hp bill.. expected is 100+..
first time saw my sms reach 1400+.. haha.. power rite..
this is still not that shocking..
saw my free incoming call bill..
is 133+ dollar..
lucky if free incoming or else..
i cannot believe if don't have free incoming my hp bill is how much liao..

k.. stop here..
cya guys soon...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................

aarrggg.....

2006-11-17T20:10:00.000+08:00

Sad entry...

nice title...
thats what i feeling it everyday till now..
tears rolling in my eyes..
stopping it from coming out..
everybody on leave or off..
alone sitting at office...
with the radio 98.7 to accompany...
finish bits and pieces of my work..
no one to approach to...
skipping of meals to finish it..
time which do not allow...

approaching boss...
answer sometimes will nv work..
or the question is being asked back..
everybody asking me this and that....
nagging here and there..
thats what i have for this week...
nothing but work..

don't know whats wrong..
live till now..
even last time studying also not that stress..
is it the life of my NS..
is it the life of a only LT in the coy..
sobz...

OC encouragement is using off or leave for next week..
but no use..
after touch down in singapore i will be clearing leave..
till january next year..

flying next week..
be back on the 9th..
don't know is short or long..
hopefully is quickly one..

this week the happiness thing is i am confirm going to bangkok..
on the christmas eve till the 27th..
so quite a special one...
cos
1. 23th i duty till the next morning.. go home and change and fly off..
2. is christmas in bangkok..
hehe..

2006-11-11T00:58:00.000+08:00

Opps.. sing a song and wake up my bro...haha.. bad rite.. i don't care.. i know he will go back and sleep again.. hehe... what can i said.. stress and stress and stress... think that is the word ba... every now and then.. after work still thinking of work.. come back home... hoping phone don't ring.. but it will ring.. no choice.. thats the NS life for me i guess.. and the rank i wearing... i think this month hp bill is going to bust again.. mindset of mine is NS now is... everytime a s*** came which i cannot avoid.. i just bluff myself the reason they pass me is becos i can do it thats why they give it to me... is it a good way to bluff myself.. i just don't know... hope the 9th of dec quickly come.. not someone birthday or a big day.. is the day i touch down in airport.. after a tiring 19 days out in aust ba..

enough of this.. thur i went to a mass with my guys.. and we started ktv..haha.. quite a fun one even though is a short one cos i need to go home to rest... and now planning for dec holiday.. seems like a lot of programs.. but all still not confirm... firstly thinking of cruise.. but later a while taiwan.. then bangkok.. haha.. really luan.. hope this can be confirm quickly before i fly out.. when i come back i just need to relax and follow as plan.. but is really hard to follow the plan.. thats what NS teach me.. but for my life is a diff thing i guess.. i plan my life... hehe...

weekend came..
thinking of clubbing..
haha..
maybe i have addicted to it..
just think that is a way for me to destress with my job..
but i cannot do it..
must like last time..
long time go once..
hehe...

sitting at starbuck waiting for someone...
looking around... *thinking*
choosing a partner..
by face, body, color, character or what...

alone staring at the computer...
thinking nothing...
recap on the things i do this week..
and what the my friend told me..
not to put so high hope for that person..
maybe is true for now..
but don't know what the future will be..
don't know what the future will be..
just wish that person all the best ba..
told me about him and her..
i was not surprise but expected the things they do..
but why is that person..
i just don't ask...
maybe the person has the reason ba..

somethings just thinking if only i have 1..
will it be better or worse..
but thinking is better i guess..
even though is more headache sometimes..
but got his good and bad..
when feeling down like this few days..
feel like crying..
but just really cannot find a person to lend a shoulder to cry or talk to...

i don't know..
i know about caring about ppl..
asking are they alrite etc..
hope i can just listen to them for a while..
all this are not fake if you think i just putting a show..
i think that i can help ppl solve the problem if i could..
but for me.. i will run through thinking of solving myself..
some can some cannot..
can the percentage is less.. but cannot is alot..

sometimes just thinking was i contradicting the thing i wrote..
just writing out what i felt..
hehe...

Hoping for a better day...

2006-11-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

Sun around 10 plus late at nite.. one of the alarm went off.. as a DO i need to solve.. end up it is spoilt one and i need the contractor to come the next day to repair it.. this incident just give me a feeling and turn me on.. that is not a sign not a good day to start.. so as usually.. sleep and wake up in the middle of some nite

morning wake up.. 1st thing, i was shag.. so is quite a bad thing.. mostly after DO i will not.. then 2nd, went to log into my account.. don't know why enter 3 times wrong password.. and is lock..3rd, on the way to unlock the card.. my phone drop and there is a crack in my handphone.. suay rite.. thought is going to end...4th, call by s3 to redo my work.. lucky this time round.. don't need to do the third time...5th, thought that day is going to end.. lastly soc trial test.. not well prepare.. kanna suay by my OC.. a few things cock up.. is it really suay till so jia lat.. sobz....

finally today is my leave.. got time to rest.. and recharge myself..putting my job aside.. but there is still lots of thing need to be solve..hopefully wed go back i can trash all the things out... just wondering if my phone will rang 2morrow.. but i think it sure will.. i really feel like switching off my handphone for a day with no works.. no one to disturb me from resting and out of all my work... but is that responsible that count..

just feeling not good
has been feeling moody...
why.. just tell me why...
if someone can give me a answer for that..
hoping for miracle to happen..
but i guess is hard..
why people try so hard...
sometimes there is no result out..
even though effort can be seen...
is it me that is too late that i step into ur life..
or is it really there is no hope in future..

alone somewhere sometimes will let ur imagination run wild..
sometimes just want to avoid it..
by pushing lots of work..
but when someone complete it...
and it will back to square one again..
is it so hard to find a person you like..
and the person will like you back in returns..
why...

Some pics that i took.. for you to imagine..

Tue Leave again...

2006-11-03T19:54:00.000+08:00

Yes.. u must be wondering why i tue on leave again.. becos 31st oct tue leave.. it was cancel.. i have no choice to go back to help my boss on his presentaion and it last till 8+.. though tue i can take just a day leave to rest.. but sobz.. hope this tue will be call back.. i just need the only 1 day to rest..

Sun is my duty again.. but is ok.. i doing 1 time this month thats sun...hehe... going to aust soon.. just hope is over soon.. i really really really tired.. alot of things to do.. alot of s*** i can said... finally my future boss is back.. he can help me unload my stuff..heng ah.. i should stop here on all my work and work and work...

i think is on my duty sun.. i have know a friend of friend of mine.. you will be wondering why i in camp will know a friend.. cos it is through msn.. lucky they did not ban it.. hehe.. my friend chatted with his friend, and i know her from there.. haha.. we chat till 1+ i guess.. haha.. was quite a fun and interesting one.. sometimes is good to know my friends.. hard to said next time 1 of it is ur wife and gf.. but is true lah.. most of your another partner is know from friend.. hehe...

Sounds chim...
typing my entry..
it seems like it is repeating and repeating the same thing..
haha..
don't know why...
seeming all my friend so stress at their studies..
trying to get through it and get a certificate..
writing report and report..
it just let me feeling demoralised...
don't feel like studying..
have to go through all the report..
write and write and write..
for my side..
i now just need to encourage them and ask them not go give up...
thats the only thing i can do for them i think...
hehe...

End here with a
Happy birthday to SL lah...
hehe..

Tue leave...

2006-10-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

Finally tue is my first time clearing my own leave...that left with 13 more days..hehe..but don't know got the time to clear alot.. rank high is not a good thing but $$ is good..as usual couldn't wait for ORD..hehe...
work was tired even though is a 3 days working day... yest was the worst.. rushing of the work + DO + conducting.. really hate that person that plan all this... though i am a superman.. but is ok.. is over and i have prove him wrong even though it rain and run is cancel... second time in that camp i have skip my breakfast and have a late lunch around 2 plus... i think more to go.. but hope not..hehe...
2morrow back to my DO again..and tonite i goin to obar again.. this few weeks like quite happening.. but after that think no more liao ba.. wait for ppl to jio me again ba... haha...

*wondering*
did i have a day which is not myself..
i think no ba.. always has being myself..
have u??
Gals is it must know when she must when to talk and when not to..
Guys is it must know when to show it and when not to...
Mmmm.....

it finally over...

2006-10-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

ok.. here i go... requested from a friend to ask me wrote in paragraph.. and this is for you boy... don't think Y Y k... i not gay... finally long weekend is going to end today... lucky yest nv got call back.. and i had wasted my whole afternoon at home.. wanted to go to vivo city.. even though i heard that some of the stores is not yet open.. just want to experience it..

Sat.. waiting for ppl to ask me out.. but end up.. i asked ppl out.. haha.. 4 pm book 3 tickets to watch 6pm movie...DEATH NOTE.... quite rush.. but no choice i also don't know why always last min one.. haha.. movie was nice even though no ending.. no harm watching it.. i recommanded it..suppose to go home around 11.. but waiting for someone special to come have coffee with us... stay all the way till 2 at boat quey tcc..

sUn... as usual rotting at home.. be a good boy..cos reach home is already 3..

Mon.. waited and waited.. lucky no call..heck care and out i go in the evening for dinner with eroy and sophia.. as usual the few of us.. haha...at nite don't feel like going back.. cos next time is holiday.. so thinking of places to go.. end up at devils bar..jioing 2 other friends down with us.. starting at ok only.. but throughout is nice.. saw someone that day which don't look like herself.. so high.. haha.. and someone become a merlion..hehe..
PS: next time pls know your limit or else become a merlion is ugly and not good for health.. hehe.. thats what i learn....

2morrow back to work.. feel so demoralising..work and work.. stress and stress... lots of thing to settle.. just hope it quite over..

The first and the only first....

2006-10-20T20:15:00.000+08:00

Description of blog
title: Walking journey..
the day of signing into blog..
just think that blogging was like my walking journey..
all my happiness and sadness all will be noted..

blog Name: nature of me
i want you all to know that the nature of me..
i will be myself..
even though i am in a high position in NS..
i still the me and not the diff me..

template of the blog..
just find it nice..
maybe i like the sea and this looks closer to the sea..
and this might be symbols that..
there is always someone looking after you...

starting a new blog..
let me have a new start i guess...
next year is going to be a brand new year again..
and my life will be changing..
getting out of SAF and came out to work..
problems and problems of real life will be coming out from no where...
just like in the SAF...

this week long weekend..
from tonite onwards till tue..
just hope mon will not be call back for some work...
this week quite busy..
you all always heard i busy every week..
but i will find free time out for dinner with you all..
*sorry rg will not able to make it on thur..some last min thing...

tue 1 of my SOCC friend just got married..
my first wedding dinner of all my friends...
even though is quite early..
but i wish them all the best...
so happy to see him so xing fu...
don't know who will be the 2nd lucky star...
waiting....
hehe...

hope my this enty and future blog will not let you feel bored..
cheers guys and gals...
hehe...